We started this path together, hand in hand. We said we would walk it slowly, but now we're running. Running from fear of being discovered? Running from excitement? Running from reason? The world is blury as we pass it by so fast, ideas hit me then sail away. I stumble a few times but u picked me up and now we're running again.

A first for many things, and I have no doubt more to come. Glad that if my rents did ever find out, that this is the one that they are most comfortable with... my mom last night at dinner was saying how (we were talking about where everyone was going for college) and my dad asked if that person had another option besides the one school and I said yea... it's________. And my mom went, "oooo so that is only an hour or so away from you, so u can take a bus down from Slippery Rock and go visit/stay with that person....... (3 distinct seconds later) and other people of course" haha. oh goodness. The day my mom starts setting me up, haha. I was surprised bc at the beg of the year she was like, "please don't marry (well marriage is def not in the works, but still, it would apply to dating too, or even just messin) someone like ________, bc ur so small." hahahah. gosh madre. Coach May saw me in health class yest too, and so he came in n said hi, squeezed my neck and said he saw me at the basketball game with someone. Asked if we were dating, I laughed said no, we just went to the game together...but of course it is Coach May so he took that as a "well it's one of my ftball players, so I'm gonna have a talk with him" I have no idea what he is gonna talk about, something like "taking care of u, or watching over you" I think he said.

But onto other ppl and colleges, I am so happy that Tim got into Randolf Macon!!!! I think that it will be a great place for him for many reasons. My dad said he drove by there the other day. With this weather, I wish I was going to college a bit more south. Slippery Rock is gonna be freakin cold. I hope I can drive to Penn State to visit ppl since 3/4 of my friends are going there. It is 2 hours before SRU, on the same road and everything. I hope I make the most of this year. Senior week stuff is so up int he air.... gahhh. I am drifting from some friends, yet getting closer to others, and then there are some that are just there... yet I wish they were here, closer, happier. So many ppl are unhappy. I wish I was working too, I need money really bad. K, well it's early, dunno why I am awake. I coudl really go for a something from Panera bread right now. Have Lacrosse practice 2-3:30. Watching the titans/patriots game with my dad tonight. Get wisdom teeth out friday. then 5 day weekend. awesome, yet I'll be in bed. hahah. k, i'm out now.

mama dukes settin up!??!
hahaaaaaaaaa ohhhhh goodness...i like the (3 distinct seconds later) comment. hahahha oh man....ur mother sounds more awesome everytime i hear about her
» keefisis on 2004-01-18 10:08:23

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