I realized why I don't blog so much anymore recently.

1. I'm too private. I know it sounds paranoid but a lot of lame people have nothing better to do than cyber stalk people and I can't be 100% "real" with the worry of someone I'm not close with it having access to it. I'm barely able to keep it real with people I'm close with when I know it's just the two of us, much less in a blog atmosphere.

2. I hate sounding like my life sucks and like I'm just a sad sally. My life is pretty awesome and I'm generally pretty happy. I'm just more apt to want/need to work through somethings out loud if they weigh heavy on me than if it was a moment of smiles. I appreciate the happy moments but I don't have as much to say about them I suppose.

3. I'm busy and 99% of the time I'm blogging I could, and likely should, be doing something more productive. Even now I am sitting in the middle of a trashed living room, with an empty cup of coffee, sitting next to the curtains the electrician accidentally knocked down and thinking about all the things I need to have done by 5:30..it's 3:11. - Side note, I always giggle when it's 311. Oh the 90s.

4. Fear of judgement. That one's pretty self-explanatory.

5. It's easier to keep some things locked in my mind where I know the only person who knows they exist is me. Healthy? Probably not. How I work? 110%.

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