watching: nothing
listening to: Lillix's "Quicksand"
mood: retarded! haha, jk, I'm depressed-ish

ah yes, the subject is a Lillix song.. i dunno, i feel weird and depressy..

when i look in the mirror, i find a really fat person... but people say that i'm skinny. does this mean that I'm having an eating disorder? this is really annoying, cause i eat soo much... i feel UGH..

today Yi Ling wore a skirt w/ black knee high socks w/ pink stripes... then she wore black all star shoes that had bright red laces... it was kinda erm... odd... i think she needs to tan her legs... very white. It's really weird, cause she came from China, where most people are tannish... I'm even tan, and I only live in the Caucasian "hood of Lexington". Oh yeah, I gotta give her the $10 cause she bought that sweatshirt for me. The problem is that the sweatshirt is like her's, and its large. It's HUGE on me. and she said that they still have a sale at Aeropostale until the 20th. *drools* i MUST go shopping soon...

I'm having a weird week. In math class, the girls all group up into their "people's" and then I'm left all alone... not saying that I'm not popular. Of course, I'm not, but I'm not a social outcast. *tear* At least, I hope not. But what I dislike the most is that the teacher doesnt use the last 3 minutes to talk about a subject, like math for example. BLAH, seriously, he could use that time to finish up the notes we were taking. Not that I want him to though. I know if Julia was reading this, shed be like "you need to branch out more! you're so quiet!" well its moi so sorry... actually, I did branch out. I talked to Stephi, Terry (gags), and Michelle... it wasnt 1/2 as bad.

Ok, here goes. I hate Terry's guts. It's so irritating to see him come up to Yi Ling and me to ask for "Candy". AUGH, i bet we spend sooo much money on candy for him. And I dont even BUY the candy. Maybe I should just ignore the snot rag. His personality is even more infuriating. Maybe its just a mood swing of mine, maybe its real.

Well, I'll go see if i can get the gym today.

--<3 Lydz

Thanks for the late bday, & the add =) Loveeee yooohzs ((:
» Sha_Sha on 2005-02-18 12:14:58

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