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Tried to give you Summer,
But I'm Winter.
Wish I could make you Spring,
But I Fall so hard.

It is I, Tammi.


lucidblur
Age. 39
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Black
Location Petersburg, VA
School.
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What needs to be done?
- Finish painting
- File FAFSA
- Wash clothes
- Gather yardsale items
- Hang out with Levy
- Relax hair
- Unpack
- Buy Jimmy Eat World album
- Request credit report
- Close FSNB account
- Register for classes
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Lyrics of the Moment
In my fantasy I'm a pantomime
I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy
And it's way past time
To end in my mouth

Paint my face white and tried
Reinvent the sea
One wave at a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy no such thing as time
Minutes bleed into days
Avant garde
Show me your heresies
And I'll show you mine
We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy you look good entwined
In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
You're my deep secret
I'm your pantomime
I'll just move my hands
I promise you'll see what I mean


Incubus : Pantomime
Shows!
Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2001

Hoobastank, Incubus
Norfolk, VA
September 2001

Phantom Planet, Incubus
Richmond, VA
June 2002

30 Seconds to Mars, Incubus
Virginia Beach, VA
September 2002

Jepetto, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
March 2003

Lollapalooza: The Distillers, The Donnas, Queens of the Stone Age, Jurassic 5, Incubus, Audioslave, Jane's Addiction
Bristow, VA
August 2003

Mest, Goldfinger, Good Charlotte
Richmond, VA
October 2003

Alien Ant Farm, 311
Richmond, VA
November 2003

Y101 Birthday Bash: Steriogram, Marcy Playground, HIM, Puddle of Mudd
Richmond, VA
May 2004

Spooky Daly Pride, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
June 2004

Ben Kweiler, Incubus
Richmond, VA
October 2004

Copper, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
January 2005

Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2005

Switchfoot
Norfolk, VA
November 2005
Work, work, work. School?
Friday. 10.14.05 5:06 pm
I'm a tad sad. I didn't get a paycheck from the one day that I worked last week. So I'm minus about thirty bucks. I'm afraid to even look at my account. My next paycheck, which I won't receive until two weeks from now, will be anywhere from $300 and $340, depending on my pay rate and hoping that they don't forget to pay me for the one day I worked Saturday that I SHOULD'VE gotten a check for today. Although I only worked sixteen hours this week, I have twenty-seven and a half for next week plus that six from one day. That totals to forty-nine and a half hours on the next pay period. Nice, but it'll be even nicer once I get my promise 30-35 hours a week because then I'll be receiving $500 paychecks.

I am too good.

Training went very well today.

What sucks is that once I get my next paycheck, at least $50 of it has to go to Mom and another $30 has to go to whoever I borrow money from (methinks Peggy) which is fucked up because Grandma said she'd pay for this crap but whatever. Then another $20 has to go to James for the gym membership that I can't cancel until I get my bank statement. If the Switchfoot concert doesn't sell out, another $50 is going toward that, also. The rest of the money? Well, it won't be much, but it's staying in my account to either go toward fixing my credit or to a car.

So what's on my To Do List:

- Request November 4th off.
- Talk to my bank about how to do a free credit report.
- Contact the lab people I owe money in Georgia.
- Call the doctor's office in Richmond that claims I owe them $250 - again.
- Make an appointment with the Richard Bland Financial Aid Office.
- Call my job so I can have James pick up my paycheck tonight - if I ever find James. If not, tell them my new address.
- Get a notepad for my FES duties.
- Unpack my shit.
- Ask Peggy for $30.
- Have raunchy, sweaty secks with Anner.

Mm. Josh called me four times last night after I got home and left two messages.

Yeah.

James and I had an interesting conversation last night about marraige. I better watch what I say, though. There are two guys that I may be leading on. The sad thing is is that I don't know which one I may be. *sigh* It'd be nice if my feelings were as easy to calculate as numbers.

Damn you feelings not being like numbers! Fuckers.

I only have two days off next week. Fark. I need to figure out what to do.

For the record: It's nice to be surrounded by intelligent people. I don't mean book smarts, but more like the type of smarts you gain from living, working, and taking care of yourself.
1 Comments.


un huh.. I see I see.... How bout U just give all of that money 2 me?? thankies :-p lol
» CPKviperpheonix on 2005-10-14 05:35:10

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