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I'm going to end up broke messing with Anna-Marie. haha.

I was supposed to hang out with Levy, but I wasn't really up for going to the mall today. Anna-Marie dropped by with DeWayne and I was pretty happy. I have fun with Anna and I hadn't seen DeWayne in over a year. I introduced him to Grandma, Pepper, and Skippy. Of course Skippy liked him. heh.

We walked down the street and made Tauheed get out of the house. Anna hadn't seen him in about four years so they chatted. It was awkward. Not only because of all of us just being completely different people now, but his roommate kept eyeballing me - HARD. Usually, I don't notice a guy checking me out, but his roommate was so in-my-face. He asked me how I was doing twice and just kept looking at me up and down with this hungry grin. *shudder* Yeah, so DeWayne's gaydar went off around Tauheed. heh. I knew it!

Tauheed got on my case again about not showing up at his party, lied and told Anna that I smoked a whole blunt with him. I am not a weed person and to be honest, I don't like being close to people who do it. But anyway.

So yeah, he invited us to another party and we ended up not going, of course. We went to Ruby Tuesday's and ate. It was so fun! I took pictures, but my computer is a POS so I can't load them until I can get to a computer. I have pictures of DeWayne playing with (or threatening) Skippy, a really nice one of Anna and DeWayne, and some random things like what we ate and the glass DeWayne broke! haha, They kept picking off of my food, but that's alright. I had fun. It was nice to get out.

We ended up riding around Petersburg and showing DeWayne parts of the ghetto like Plum Street. lmao. We went around Camelot and Walnut Hill too. We ended up passing by Quint's house, so I called him but I think he was on the phone or something and I didn't want to ring his doorbell so late at night. I think he left a brush or something in the car last time I saw him and I had it with me. No biggie, though. God, it sucks so bad that there's really no one else here that I know.

I need to move to Richmond. heh. Maybe when I do go to school, I could transfer to VCU and me and Anna can get an apartment and split the rent. I don't know. I wouldn't want something to go wrong in our friendship if it didn't work out.

I feel kind of bad now because I keep putting off Levy. I wanted to talk to James some more tonight but I think he really just needs to sleep. If I didn't have to work in the morning, I probably would've tried to go back to Richmond with Anna. Oh poo.
I need a car. Poor me.

It'll all work out, though. I see good things happening. I have a good job, my social life is normal, and I'm just being me. I feel so grateful.

OH! Anna caught up with our old friend April. *wipes tear from eye* We went through Tanglewood and reminisced. I remember staying at Anna's from days at a time, and April would just burst through her door without knocking and go, "HEY Y'ALL!" *sniffle* Cute ol' country April turned into a sexy, hot Florida girl. I don't know if she even thinks much of me anymore, but I'd like to see her again one day.

Hm. My eyes have really been opened. Like, really. I feel like I'm seeing people for what they really are. Also, I think I've finally learned to not put ANYTHING past anyone.

And with that, I say...
Nighty. I'm calling Josh now. I will have more to say tomorrow.