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Tried to give you Summer,
But I'm Winter.
Wish I could make you Spring,
But I Fall so hard.

It is I, Tammi.


lucidblur
Age. 39
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Black
Location Petersburg, VA
School.
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What needs to be done?
- Finish painting
- File FAFSA
- Wash clothes
- Gather yardsale items
- Hang out with Levy
- Relax hair
- Unpack
- Buy Jimmy Eat World album
- Request credit report
- Close FSNB account
- Register for classes
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Lyrics of the Moment
In my fantasy I'm a pantomime
I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy
And it's way past time
To end in my mouth

Paint my face white and tried
Reinvent the sea
One wave at a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy no such thing as time
Minutes bleed into days
Avant garde
Show me your heresies
And I'll show you mine
We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy you look good entwined
In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
You're my deep secret
I'm your pantomime
I'll just move my hands
I promise you'll see what I mean


Incubus : Pantomime
Shows!
Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2001

Hoobastank, Incubus
Norfolk, VA
September 2001

Phantom Planet, Incubus
Richmond, VA
June 2002

30 Seconds to Mars, Incubus
Virginia Beach, VA
September 2002

Jepetto, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
March 2003

Lollapalooza: The Distillers, The Donnas, Queens of the Stone Age, Jurassic 5, Incubus, Audioslave, Jane's Addiction
Bristow, VA
August 2003

Mest, Goldfinger, Good Charlotte
Richmond, VA
October 2003

Alien Ant Farm, 311
Richmond, VA
November 2003

Y101 Birthday Bash: Steriogram, Marcy Playground, HIM, Puddle of Mudd
Richmond, VA
May 2004

Spooky Daly Pride, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
June 2004

Ben Kweiler, Incubus
Richmond, VA
October 2004

Copper, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
January 2005

Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2005

Switchfoot
Norfolk, VA
November 2005
Moving on...
Monday. 10.3.05 9:06 pm
So ninty-nine percent of my belongings are packed now. It's weird. The place is clean, but has neatly packed boxes decorating it until tomorrow morning.

I picked up the U-Haul today. It really isn't nearly as hard to drive as I thought it would be. I'm sure that everything will fit in it. haha, It's spacious. heh, You could have an orgy in the back of my truck! It's too bad I don't have a boyfriend; I'd have sex in the back of that U-Haul in a heartbeat. Kinky, but not really?

O.o I spent $70 to fill the U-Haul tank. SEVENTY BUCKS! I hate you, gas! You stinky, high-priced motherfucker!

But speaking of boyfriends, I was taking stuff from James' computer and saving them onto floppy disks when I came across an old one. I had a disk that I had put the most important journal entries from a very old online journal on. (I'm meaing 2000-2002 so talk about a flashback, man.) I mean, I'd gone back and read them before - maybe two years ago, but it gave me a different feeling. Two years ago, I still felt a little pain, but now I felt like God, I feel so sorry for that girl. After reading it, I had planned on putting its contents on here in a private entry. XP But I realized that I packed all of my computer stuff.

So maybe in a few days. When I get home, I won't have the internet for a while. I'm not sure. It depends on how much money I have left after the gas for the trip there. If I don't have enough, which I probably won't, I'll have to wait a couple of weeks. I may end up asking Grandma if she'll pay for my internet bill like she used to. Eh?

*sigh* I still need to pack the rest of my bathroom stuff after I take a shower in the morning and clean the bunny's cage so he can ride in the front seat with me. I'm quite tired. I'll probably go to bed at midnight at the latest.
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