Just got back from dropping off James at work. Looks like we all got weird working schedules for Thursday. James works from 8-3, I work 1-5, and Brian works 4-10. >.< I have the car, though.

I didn't go to bed until around 3am, thanks to James. *has rope marks on wrists and will be sore for a few days* So I've gotten about four hours of sleep. I'm guessing I'll get about three to almost four more hours of sleep until I have to wake up for work again because I am definitely am not up for the day.

I have a feeling that James will more than likely end up having to move me. I haven't thought it out completely yet and haven't asked, but I'll see tomorrow about what needs to be done since I'm moving in three days now. I can't believe I'll be sleeping in Petersburg Sunday night.

Honestly, there's nothing that is making me anxious to get back. Anna had just left Petersburg when I moved I think, so she's not there anymore. :( I mean, I have my family of course. Ahh. There is school, but I'm not starting until January. Hopefully, I will get the job at Michaels. Actually, I may be able to snatch two jobs. I'm hoping to get one at the mall's movie theatre since it basically sucks now. The only thing that would suck about it is getting $7.25 at Michaels and getting probably $5.15 at the mall. Eh. Money is money, I guess and I need a lot of it.

Anna asked me last week for my address and said that she had something to send me. She wouldn't tell me until a couple of days ago that it was a little bit of cash. She says that she has it in an envelope, but hasn't mailed it yet. I don't even care if she does it not. I mean, I need the money, but it just really made me happy that she thought of me.

It's nice to know who my real friends are.

I've been messing up by buying other people things and breaking myself to where I may just not have enough money to send myself home. But I've realized that I should only do that for people who would do it for me. I mean, I've always realized it, it's just time to act like it. ^.^ I love my Anner. I want to take her out to eat or something when I get my first paycheck from whatever job I get when I move back.

You know, I've never really considered it before, but I've been thinking lately that I might be bipolar. It's something I want to have checked out, but of course, I'm poor. If I am, it's definitely something that needs to be checked out because I see that as way more dangerous than social anxiety. I find it a bit embarrassing. I just know that... something is not right. I've been way too frickin' sensitive lately, but it seems just a tad bit more than just sensitivity.

Maybe it's the McDonalds.

Anywho! Today will be my last day of work here. :( I will miss everyone. I need to buy a big card to thank all of my co-workers tonight and give it to the store when I pick up my check tomorrow.

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