This came to me in a dream.

First, I want to give a little background. I used to date this guy years ago and he was a few years older than me. In arguments, he'd say that I was stupid and base, and it was apparent that he believed so just in the way he talked to me. A lot of the time, he would speak in ways he either thought I couldn't understand because I was too young or too stupid.

Anywho. He would actually succeed, not in that way, but in another way by trying to talk to me about his top interests, which I either had no mutual interest in or did not know about. This would be my example: Me talking to someone about Jimmie's Chicken Shack's origin and music day after day when the person I'm talking to grew up in the ghetto and have heard and like nothing but rap music. (This is something I wouldn't do to anyone, by the way.)

I think it's god damn sad when one can only connect with people who share the same exact interest. In this particular case, it was video games and anime which is definitely not something my life revolves around. When you're making yourself limited to your own interests, you're not exactly wanting to connect with other people. It's more like kissing your own ass. I think it's an act of arrogance or egotism.

Now, who would I be to rant and rave about rock music all day long and think the people that don't get with it are stupid? Or if I talked about the history of art or the mechanics of it and thought the same? And, God, you don't have to change to please others, but if someone is obviously a Satanist why give them a bible? So to speak.

By the way, I don't care about this guy; it's just something I've seen over the years and he just happened to be the first person to intrigue me with this sort of behavior.

In other news, James is being a prick. Nice. It's fine, though. I just need to remind myself more to not expect much of anything from a hypocrite.

I think I've made a new hang-out buddy for when I move back to Petersburg. He seems cool.

Mm, working on getting a car loan. Going to call Mom now to see if I can get someone to co-sign.

you actually dignified that fag with a post? its sad that by the 2nd sentence, i knw who you were talking about.
» ikimashokie on 2005-09-25 09:39:37

lmao
I know! I hated that I had to mention him, but believe it or not, there are actually other people like this.
» lucidblur on 2005-09-26 07:52:13

yeah, i know there are people like him... thankfully i havent met them. just... that cunt.
» ikimashokie on 2005-09-26 02:15:10

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