8 Firsts
First Best Friend: Her name was Angie.
First Kiss: I sort of had one when I was seven, but I don't count it. My real first was when I was fifteen. He'd taken me to a movie and dinner and when he drove me back home and told me he wanted a hug. So when I hugged him, he asked me, "Guess what?" and when I looked up to ask, "What?", he kissed me. It was great at the moment, but I don't talk to this guy anymore.
First screen name: Tamaad123
First Pet: Peter, a rabbit.
First Piercing: My earlobes when I was a baby.
First Crush: Hell no. I can't tell you. People know this guy.
First Music You Remember: A lot of rock. The B52s, Prince, Talking Heads, Mick Jagger, Beatles, Devo, and so on.
First Car: I don't know if I've ever had one.

7 Lasts...
Last Cigarette: Mm. Maybe six weeks ago.
Last alchoholic Drink: Wow, it was in March.
Last Car Ride: McDonalds.
Last Kiss: Last night.
Last Movie Seen: Red Eye.
Last Phone Call: Mommy.
Last CD Played: Medicine Chest by Spookie Daly Pride.

6 Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: Well. James became my best friend after we dated.
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Yup.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: Close to it twice, but now.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Nope.
Have You Ever Been on TV: Nope.

5 Things....
5 Things You're Wearing: A white t-shirt, my froggy pajama pants, a bra, pink panties, and jewelry.
5 Things You've Done Today: Listened to a new CD, checked the mail, watched TV, shitted, used the phone.
5 Things You Can't Live Without: I can live without anything actually, but. Having at least one person who cares about me unconditionally, an education, music, money, and my husband Brandon Boyd.
5 Things You Do When You're Bored: Internet, masturbate, call Mom, write, think.
5 Places You've Been: ? New York, Georgia, Italy, North Carolina, Florida

4 favorite things
1. Music
2. Love
3. Learning
4. Money

2 Choices...
1. Black or White: Hm.
2. Hot or Cold: Hot.

1 Thing You Want to Do Before you die: Succeed.



So. I'm here. ^.^

I work tomorrow. v.v

I always get sad when I have to go to work, but once I start working, I realize that it's really not that bad. I've been working for Michaels for half a year now and I'm still this way. Anywho. I'm bored. So let me find something to talk about.

Love?

Love. That's something I don't talk about much. I think it's controversal, so it's typically something I don't share my views on love much because I'm quite defensive about it, especially if someone comes to me saying something preposterous such as "I love my boyfriend, but I want more ass so I'm cheating on him" or "I love my friend, but she's a bitch and I talk shit behind her back". But. I won't get into writing paragraphs and paragraphs about what love is and all of that stupid crap because it's simple to me:

Love is unconditionally caring for someone and being loyal to them. That simple. Even if you wouldn't give your life for them, you'd do anything in your power to help them. Even if you don't understand them, you accept them. You're honest and loyal to one that you love.

As far as the romantic type of love, I believe it's a little more specific. Yada, yada, yada. You're sensitive toward them. You don't cheat on them. And no, you can't love multiple people romantically because to love someone romantically, you want them and only them, no more or less so that excludes other people. I think it's complete bullshit to believe anything otherwise than that, but it's just my logic - or at least how I feel about it.

Didn't I say I would rant about what I think love is? Hah.

Love? It's something I crave, but I know I can't look for it. I've done it once before and it turned into a big mess. Besides, that's really just... not right to do. If you have to look for it, it's not love. If that were the case, you could make yourself love anyone.

Before I die, I hope I meet the right guy. I don't mean Mr. Perfect, though. I do want to fall head-over-heels in love, get married, have a kid, raise my child the way I wanted to be raised, and live happily ever after. I want to be happy.

It's not what's important right now, though. I'm more focused on school. Really. Being in love would only be a plus. I just have to wait around for that.

Mmm. You know. I'm too tired to continue. I need to be asleep by 3am.

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