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It is I, Tammi. What needs to be done?
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In my fantasy I'm a pantomime I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean Words are too messy And it's way past time To end in my mouth Paint my face white and tried Reinvent the sea One wave at a time Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight I ain't afraid to let it out I'm not afraid to take that fall But I have found beyond all doubt We say more by saying nothing at all In my fantasy no such thing as time Minutes bleed into days Avant garde Show me your heresies And I'll show you mine We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride I ain't afraid to let it out I'm not afraid to take that fall But I have found beyond all doubt We say more by saying nothing at all In my fantasy you look good entwined In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine You're my deep secret I'm your pantomime I'll just move my hands I promise you'll see what I mean Incubus : Pantomime Shows!
Jimmie's Chicken Shack Virginia Beach, VA August 2001 Hoobastank, Incubus Norfolk, VA September 2001 Phantom Planet, Incubus Richmond, VA June 2002 30 Seconds to Mars, Incubus Virginia Beach, VA September 2002 Jepetto, Jimmie's Chicken Shack Richmond, VA March 2003 Lollapalooza: The Distillers, The Donnas, Queens of the Stone Age, Jurassic 5, Incubus, Audioslave, Jane's Addiction Bristow, VA August 2003 Mest, Goldfinger, Good Charlotte Richmond, VA October 2003 Alien Ant Farm, 311 Richmond, VA November 2003 Y101 Birthday Bash: Steriogram, Marcy Playground, HIM, Puddle of Mudd Richmond, VA May 2004 Spooky Daly Pride, Jimmie's Chicken Shack Richmond, VA June 2004 Ben Kweiler, Incubus Richmond, VA October 2004 Copper, Jimmie's Chicken Shack Richmond, VA January 2005 Jimmie's Chicken Shack Virginia Beach, VA August 2005 Switchfoot Norfolk, VA November 2005 | I can't do it. Wednesday. 9.21.05 9:43 am Can't do it. I hate being human. I guess I'll just be a nice girl who finishes last. It's my fate, I suppose. At least I'll have my dignity, even if it leaves me lonely. Music. I have that, too. (I really hope my Angelfish CD comes in today.) I went to bed around 3am last night, I think. I went without James this time. Usually, I'll wait around for him, but I felt so bad that I just wanted to lie in bed. James even came in to ask what was wrong. I need to start keeping a journal again. It sucks not having anyone to really talk to. I mean, I do, and I appreciate those couple of people, but I don't have anyone I feel completely comfortable sharing my feelings with. I'm thinking that's just my fault, though. Ah. I won't cry about it. I should only need myself, anyway. I need to work on being independent. I know what kind of tattoo I'm getting next. My last one was meaningless and I didn't want my fourth to be meaningless as well, so I haven't gotten one in a while. I'm going to have "Make Yourself" tattooed on my left wrist, right where I normally cut myself. ^.^ That way, I'd be very reluctant to do it anymore. Of course, I'll have more than just the phrase, but I'm not sure yet. I want to design it myself, I do know that. Of course, I don't have the money for that sort of thing just yet. I'm not too worried about it, but I think it's a great idea for a tattoo. It'll certainly be my favorite. Holy shit! I forgot! Somehow, some way, I remembered what yesterday was last night, in a dream. It came to me in a dream! O.o I hadn't thought about that day last year in frickin' months. Hooray for being obsessed with dates. Hah. I mean, it's nothing huge or anything, but AIM me if you'd like to know. LucidBlurX AIM me regardless. I'm lonely. 1 Comments. I stopped reading halfway when I saw the " I should only need myself ".. I don't really get that mentality, where people think all they can rely on is themselves. I tried doing that for awhile, and although I felt good being independant.. I was lonely. Now.. If I need someone, I'll tel them, and I like the comfort of having someone to rely on. Like you, there are only few people I call on.. and it doesn't happen much. I can't really only think of once in my life that I've really needed someone to feel better, but I can count alot of times where I've had other people come ot me to be that crying shoulder who listens 'ya know? I like knowing that if I ever need someone to be my rock.. they'll be there. K, I'll fnish reading that entry » Dilated on 2005-09-21 02:10:07
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