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Tried to give you Summer,
But I'm Winter.
Wish I could make you Spring,
But I Fall so hard.

It is I, Tammi.


lucidblur
Age. 39
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Black
Location Petersburg, VA
School.
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What needs to be done?
- Finish painting
- File FAFSA
- Wash clothes
- Gather yardsale items
- Hang out with Levy
- Relax hair
- Unpack
- Buy Jimmy Eat World album
- Request credit report
- Close FSNB account
- Register for classes
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Lyrics of the Moment
In my fantasy I'm a pantomime
I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy
And it's way past time
To end in my mouth

Paint my face white and tried
Reinvent the sea
One wave at a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy no such thing as time
Minutes bleed into days
Avant garde
Show me your heresies
And I'll show you mine
We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy you look good entwined
In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
You're my deep secret
I'm your pantomime
I'll just move my hands
I promise you'll see what I mean


Incubus : Pantomime
Shows!
Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2001

Hoobastank, Incubus
Norfolk, VA
September 2001

Phantom Planet, Incubus
Richmond, VA
June 2002

30 Seconds to Mars, Incubus
Virginia Beach, VA
September 2002

Jepetto, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
March 2003

Lollapalooza: The Distillers, The Donnas, Queens of the Stone Age, Jurassic 5, Incubus, Audioslave, Jane's Addiction
Bristow, VA
August 2003

Mest, Goldfinger, Good Charlotte
Richmond, VA
October 2003

Alien Ant Farm, 311
Richmond, VA
November 2003

Y101 Birthday Bash: Steriogram, Marcy Playground, HIM, Puddle of Mudd
Richmond, VA
May 2004

Spooky Daly Pride, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
June 2004

Ben Kweiler, Incubus
Richmond, VA
October 2004

Copper, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
January 2005

Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2005

Switchfoot
Norfolk, VA
November 2005
Seventh.
Saturday. 9.3.05 2:17 am
August 30th at 3:14pm
I just got back from Josh’s house. I’d gone to Richard Bland to speak to someone and get papers to reapply. I saw Quint walking to his dad’s office when I parked. So I texted him when I was done with my stuff. He wasn’t feeling well, so while I was driving home, I stopped at Burger King to bring him a milkshake to attempt to cheer him up. Haha, Old times. Hopefully, I didn’t give him the wrong impression.

When I got back, I drove around the dead end circle on my street and decided to leave Josh a note on his house for him to call me. I’d seen his car while I was there, but never got to actually see and talk to him. I know he was going to Virginia State and I wanted to see if he’d help me with that.

Apparently, it won’t be hard at all to get back to RBC; it’s as easy as filling out an application. But VSU has a killer Graphic Design program. Gr. Maybe I’ll transfer… later.

Baby steps!

It was nice catching up with him. He’s the only guy besides James that I don’t get weird, awkward butterfly feelings around. So we caught up with each other before he had to go to his class.

He asked me to come back and hang with him after his last class. Haha, I even told Quint this earlier: it takes me a lot more than once to learn my lesson – usually three times. I am going back and it doesn’t seem like too bad of an idea because he didn’t flirt with me. So maybe he won’t try to seduce me? The only thing he said was that my hips were bigger (along with other assorted body parts) and that I look very womanly now, which I’ve already heard since I’ve been here. I don’t think that was flirting.

If Josh would completely detach or control his hormones, we’d have a pretty good friendship. He joked that he wanted me to give him something for his 21st birthday, which was a couple of weeks ago. I told him that he didn’t give me anything. He requested a million dollars and I said I’d give him a cupcake with a single candle in it. It was funny. Just because he gave me a hard time about that, I’m going to go out quickly to get him something. In return, I want him to buy me some 99 Bananas.

We had great conversations, man. I wish I had girlfriends I could talk to.
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