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Tried to give you Summer,
But I'm Winter.
Wish I could make you Spring,
But I Fall so hard.

It is I, Tammi.


lucidblur
Age. 39
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Black
Location Petersburg, VA
School.
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What needs to be done?
- Finish painting
- File FAFSA
- Wash clothes
- Gather yardsale items
- Hang out with Levy
- Relax hair
- Unpack
- Buy Jimmy Eat World album
- Request credit report
- Close FSNB account
- Register for classes
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Lyrics of the Moment
In my fantasy I'm a pantomime
I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy
And it's way past time
To end in my mouth

Paint my face white and tried
Reinvent the sea
One wave at a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy no such thing as time
Minutes bleed into days
Avant garde
Show me your heresies
And I'll show you mine
We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy you look good entwined
In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
You're my deep secret
I'm your pantomime
I'll just move my hands
I promise you'll see what I mean


Incubus : Pantomime
Shows!
Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2001

Hoobastank, Incubus
Norfolk, VA
September 2001

Phantom Planet, Incubus
Richmond, VA
June 2002

30 Seconds to Mars, Incubus
Virginia Beach, VA
September 2002

Jepetto, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
March 2003

Lollapalooza: The Distillers, The Donnas, Queens of the Stone Age, Jurassic 5, Incubus, Audioslave, Jane's Addiction
Bristow, VA
August 2003

Mest, Goldfinger, Good Charlotte
Richmond, VA
October 2003

Alien Ant Farm, 311
Richmond, VA
November 2003

Y101 Birthday Bash: Steriogram, Marcy Playground, HIM, Puddle of Mudd
Richmond, VA
May 2004

Spooky Daly Pride, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
June 2004

Ben Kweiler, Incubus
Richmond, VA
October 2004

Copper, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
January 2005

Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2005

Switchfoot
Norfolk, VA
November 2005
Sixth.
Saturday. 9.3.05 2:16 am
August 30th at 1:39am
I’m back here again already. I think I may sleep well tonight because I’m tired. I ended up going out with Mom to visit Buck and Shawn and to go to the mall. We went to Michaels and I bought Grandma something and Mom a few things.

I asked a girl working there if they were hiring. She said that they’d just hired six new people, but I could always transfer there. She seemed nice, but I would definitely feel out of place. I mean, I’m one of two black people at the Michaels that I work now and it’s alright, but I didn’t see one black person in the one located in Colonial Heights. Typically, that’s my ideal workplace, but Colonial Heights is historically known for being a racist area. I guess I’ll just worry about that later.

Baby steps, I said.

We went into Best Buy and I bought Mom a reggae CD. I bought myself two CDs: Fall Out Boy and Jason Mraz. I absolutely love the new Fall Out Boy album. I think they have older albums. I neeeeed them.

It feels nice to be able to buy things for people and treat them (although I should be saving it for me to move). I bought stuff for Grandma, Mom, and Anna. On top of that, I’m scheduled to take Peggy out for lunch before I leave. I even almost bought Quint a Mariah Carey CD. Haha. But I called him made up some bullshit about me thinking of buying it for myself just to see if he already had it. He did.

And Amber called me earlier and I missed it. I tried getting back in touch, but couldn’t. I asked her to call me tomorrow if she gets a chance. I’m going to Richard Bland tomorrow and had planned on going shopping with Grandma, but she doesn’t feel well tonight. So maybe me and Amber can do something.

Oh, Richard Bland. I talked to Grandma about me moving back in. She’s fine with it. Ironically, she mentioned my trying to get into VSU. The bottom line is: I just can’t afford it.

Again, baaaby steps.

I will focus on completing Spring semester at RBC and go from there.
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