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It is I, Tammi. What needs to be done?
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In my fantasy I'm a pantomime I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean Words are too messy And it's way past time To end in my mouth Paint my face white and tried Reinvent the sea One wave at a time Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight I ain't afraid to let it out I'm not afraid to take that fall But I have found beyond all doubt We say more by saying nothing at all In my fantasy no such thing as time Minutes bleed into days Avant garde Show me your heresies And I'll show you mine We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride I ain't afraid to let it out I'm not afraid to take that fall But I have found beyond all doubt We say more by saying nothing at all In my fantasy you look good entwined In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine You're my deep secret I'm your pantomime I'll just move my hands I promise you'll see what I mean Incubus : Pantomime Shows!
Jimmie's Chicken Shack Virginia Beach, VA August 2001 Hoobastank, Incubus Norfolk, VA September 2001 Phantom Planet, Incubus Richmond, VA June 2002 30 Seconds to Mars, Incubus Virginia Beach, VA September 2002 Jepetto, Jimmie's Chicken Shack Richmond, VA March 2003 Lollapalooza: The Distillers, The Donnas, Queens of the Stone Age, Jurassic 5, Incubus, Audioslave, Jane's Addiction Bristow, VA August 2003 Mest, Goldfinger, Good Charlotte Richmond, VA October 2003 Alien Ant Farm, 311 Richmond, VA November 2003 Y101 Birthday Bash: Steriogram, Marcy Playground, HIM, Puddle of Mudd Richmond, VA May 2004 Spooky Daly Pride, Jimmie's Chicken Shack Richmond, VA June 2004 Ben Kweiler, Incubus Richmond, VA October 2004 Copper, Jimmie's Chicken Shack Richmond, VA January 2005 Jimmie's Chicken Shack Virginia Beach, VA August 2005 Switchfoot Norfolk, VA November 2005 | Fifth. Saturday. 9.3.05 2:15 am August 29th at 2:23pm I just saw Tyra’s new music video on BET. I’d wanted to see it. It’s really nice to see someone from this shithole (Petersburg) accomplish their big dreams. I don’t know Tyra personally and I’ve only exchanged a few words with her, but I’d been seeing her perform since I was hardly a teenager. It’s just nice. I’m avoiding James’ phone calls. I really don’t want to leave and I’m not looking forward to seeing him Thursday. Grandma called me into her room and jokingly said, only with a hint of seriousness, that she wasn’t going to let me leave because she needed me here. It made me feel a little bad. I am going to sit down and talk to her tomorrow when we go out – hopefully, that will be without Mom. I want to talk about me moving back and going to Richard Bland College again. I would be paying for that, of course. Mom told me about a savings account that Grandma has just in case something happens to her. I don’t want her to, but if I had no other way, I’m pretty sure she’d help. I’m trying to be realistic and take baby steps. Since I don’t feel like I have Peggy to help me get into VSU anymore, I’ll settle for RBC. (I’m not so sure that’s “settling”.) Maybe I could somehow eventually go to William & Mary. I just wish I didn’t decide this too late to go to school this Fall. Well, looks like I did what I said I wouldn’t. I’m sitting here today with nothing to do and I’m about to be left home by myself. Great. I think I’ll take a walk now. August 29th at 6:27pm I’m sitting in the living room eating good macaroni and cheese that I made and scratching bug bites on my ankles. I don’t know where they came from or why they’re so bad. One even looks infected. It hurts. I haven’t been feeling right for the last hour or so. It’s going to be weird not having James in my life. I don’t remember what it’s like to have pretty much no one. I should get over it quickly if I just keep reminding myself that what we “have” isn’t really anything at all. We only had the potential of being great friends. But it’s been two and a half years now, so it really won’t exactly be easy. On that note, I’ve still been ignoring James’ calls. I think it’s best. I shouldn’t talk to him until I have to. God, I really can’t believe what I’ve dealt with for so long. I’ve degraded myself for so long and I just can’t believe I’ve allowed it to ever happen. 0 Comments.
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