a father's advice.......given but not understood until now. once loved by that father, thinking that he forgot his son, until one day, that sun woke-up and realized that was not true. love is not in when or if they call, but that you know they love you.

for so long i have been at odds with my father, and i still am. i haven't talked to him, since..... well, i can't even remember. i call but dont get a return call. perhaps i should write? why? whats the use? i tried, he forsoke me. ::shakes head:: now my sister tells all of nutang that she has no one to talk to and yet, she has not called me?

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i know i haven't really been calling anyone... but for once i feel that i dont need to anymore. if i want to talk i call, if they call i feel like talking i talk. sometimes, a person just needs to vent. others times, you saying you need to vent but all you really want is to hear that familar voice, telling you its gonna be ok, other times you just call and dont know what to say. so you say you need to vent. lol. funny ain't it?

the chick at the comminsary was flirting with me, last night. i can tell, for once, that she just wasn't simplely being polite but actually 'smiling' at me. i like that feeling it brung. i'm gonna ask her on a date pretty soon, i asked the other chick and wasn't shot down completely, just got a rain check for this coming up weekend. neway. check out alienware's new comp, area-51 alx and the auroua alx, two extemely powerful systems, i'm thinking about getting the area-51, since i've never used a bit system before.......neway until the light hits the horizon.

i will call
when i get home...i miss talking..to you. love, K
» KushielsBlade on 2004-06-27 11:54:49

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