Home | Join! | Help | Browse | Forums | NuWorld | NWF | PoPo   
:)
November Updates NuTang Hacks NuTang CSS Tutorial
it may be elementary, but you're still in denial.
:) :) :) :) :) :)
Now Playing
Teen Titans Theme, Puffy AmiYumi

When there's trouble you know who to call
Teen Titans!
From their tower, they can see it all
Teen Titans!

When there's evil on the attack
You can rest knowing they got your back
Cuz when the world needs heroes on patrol
Teen Titans GO!

With their superpowers they unite
Teen Titans!
Never met a villain that they liked
Teen Titans!

They've got the bad guys on the run
They never stop ‘till the job gets done
Cuz when the world is losin' all control
Teen Titans GO!

Teen Titans GO!

If your heart is black you better watch out
You cannot escape the team
When they catch you there won't be any doubt
You've been beaten by the teens
beaten by the teens

T-E-E-N! T-I-T-A-N-S! TEEN TITANS! LET'S GO!
T-E-E-N! T-I-T-A-N-S! TEEN TITANS! LET'S GO!
T-E-E-N! T-I-T-A-N-S! TEEN TITANS! LET'S GO!
T-E-E-N! T-I-T-A-N-S! TEEN TITANS! LET'S GO!

Teen Titans GO!
Teen Titans GO!
One, two, three, four, GO!
Teen Titans!

Track Deux
No Such Thing, John Mayer

"Welcome to the real world",
she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat
Take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the
dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding
Up my sleeve

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the
halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's
no such thing as the real world
Just a lie
you've got to rise above

So the good boys and girls
take the so called right track
Faded white hats
Grabbing credits
Maybe transfers
They read all the books
but they can't find the answers
And all of our parents
They're getting older
I wonder if they've
wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through
the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's
no such thing as the real world
Just a lie
you got to rise above

I am invincible
As long as I'm alive

I wanna run through
the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's
no such thing as the real world
Just a lie
you've got to rise above

I just can't wait
til my 10 year reunion
I'm gonna bust down
the double doors
And when I stand on
these tables before you
You will know what
all this time was for
Talk to me, you're not better off alone
CONTACT
AIM: aking awit
e/m: [email protected]

ALT
solitaire
Ye Olde Tymes
[Archives I] May-August 2003

PART OF
RBJ
Last Song Syndrome
ALiW



specific
Goodbye to 2003
Monday. 12.29.03 11:11 pm
The new year is coming up fast. And I'm ready for a change. I'm ready for a lot of changes in my life. Time is flying by, but that's fine with me. I want this year to end. This year, though it wasn't especially horrible or difficult, needs to be gone so that I can change. It's become a tradition. At the beginning of every year, I make resolutions, and over the course of the year, I do everything to keep them. But they're not just resolutions, they're also plans and ideas I use to move towards self-improvement. That, for me, is what the beginning of each year is. A start on my forced evolution.

What's different about this year is that I don't have any clear step I want to take. I haven't thought of anything beyond doing well in school and taking better care of myself (especially my skin). I guess more things will come along later.

* * *

I tried to write an overall rating of 2003. I couldn't. I can't reflect on something I haven't distanced myself from.

All I have are disjointed ruminations.

* * *

Many memories of freshman year and the way I acted make me flinch. Especially my experience with ____. If I could meet her, I would happily throttle my fourteen-year-old self before she allowed anyone to play with and step on her emotions. But...I can say that I was able to learn more about myself and the type of person I am, and all the other lessons that came out of it. And I can't say that all I have are bad memories. I don't regret very much. I'm happy that I can say that.

...I'm just waiting for him to leave so I can move on completely...

* * *

This year I saw that the people who I'd placed on pedestals in my childhood were really human and had no business being up there. I never saw their faults before, maybe because I never thought of them as faults before.

Though I've seen their flaws surface I can accept Dad, Mom, Papa, Mama, the Godfather, the Aunts and Uncles, and Dreamer. And Ishang, Janelie, C, and everyone else around me...

Nobody's on a pedestal anymore.

Nobody's perfect. No shit.

* * *

When exactly did I stop caring about the way I look? I don't mean that I'm happy to walk out of the house looking like I just rolled out of bed, but appearance has been becoming less and less of an issue. As long as I look clean, neat, and smell nice, I'm fine. It doesn't take me an hour to get ready to go out anymore. I wear less makeup, and I often do it in the car.

My face doesn't matter as much as my mind. I'm glad to have crossed that boundary. It means I can put more focus on the really important things.

* * *

I've talked about the uncertainty of my future before. The difference between now and last week is that I've come to terms with the fact that I have no idea how it's going to go, but since I have the power to improve my chances of success, I'm going to work with what I've got. And no matter what happens, I'll be okay anyway. Bahala na. [Whatever.]

* * *

[This part was written later in the day.]

If there's one thing I'd like to change about myself or work on, it's my wishy-washyness. I don't have strong definite opinions and I'm not decisive enough to be called that. I always have this attitude of 'I don't know enough about what I'm talking about so I'm better off keeping my mouth shut', and it's not something that will get me anywhere. I'm not gonna make myself into a Type-A personality, that's impossible. I don't even know how to get rid of this submissiveness instilled in me, but I'll try to. I don't want to keep silent anymore. When I have something to say, I want to say it.

This is what I want to try. Hopefully it'll work.
3 Comments.

hi
just giving props to a fellow filipino. take care!
» unkept on 2004-01-06 01:08:43

I recommend to you to look in google.com
I congratulate, a magnificent idea tramadol without prescription Bravo, what words..., a magnificent idea order xanax On mine, it not the best variant order phentermine The authoritative message :), is tempting... adipex online It agree, it is a remarkable piece buy paxil online 359612
» Kurt (119.70.40.102) on 2010-09-03 02:14:15

It is removed
All not so is simple buy cheap xanax online So will not go. ultram online I think, what is it excellent idea. generic xanax bars I will not begin to speak on this theme. xanax no prescription needed There is a site on a theme interesting you. meridia pharmacy e4800a
» Herschel (94.23.192.151) on 2011-06-08 09:57:03

Name.

URL.

[to enter your email, use "mailto:[email protected]"]
Subject.

Comment.

Word verification.

Copy the first 4 characters only.

If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.

NuTang is the first web site to implement PPGY Technology. This page was generated in 0.012seconds.

  Send to a friend on AIM | Set as Homepage | Bookmark Home | NuTang Collage | Terms of Service & Privacy Policy | Link to Us | Monthly Top 10s
All content � Copyright 2003-2047 NuTang.com and respective members. Contact us at NuTang[AT]gmail.com.