listening to: heavy - tegan & sara
mood: pensive

i'm such an unappreciative bitch!
i was with someone who wonderful and loved me to death and i loved and i screwed it up with someone who probably only wanted me for just then.
and then i was with someone else and i took that for granted, and screwed up something with another great person who liked me for me.
and then there's the first person who is still madly in love me and wants me back and i'm sitting here bitching about how i dont know what i want when i have great people wanting to be with me.
whats wrong with me?
so many people can't find anyone, and i'm sitting here bitching and complaining because my guy calls me too much. and bitching and complaining about how i dont want to get hurt again.
well i'm gonna miss out and it's going to be my own damn fault.
i need to stop taking things for granted.

"...bitching and complaining because _my guy_ calls me too much." :/ :(
» (4.17.168.162) on 2004-03-23 11:55:50

i didnt really know how else to put it, cuz most of the bitching and complaining was when he was "my guy". though it didnt stop there. stop doing that to yourself, k?
» lavenderblues on 2004-03-23 01:23:11

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