listening to: just until sundown - further seems forever
mood: sucky

i'm so confused these days. i don't know what to do with myself. i don't know what i want or who i want or anything. i just don't know which way is up. and i don't know how to make anything better. i don't know how to fix it. and i don't know how to be happy without hurting anyone. and if i hurt someone i care about, that makes me unhappy.. so what do i do with that? can i ever be happy? can i ever stop screwing stuff up? or at least stop fearing that i will?

maybe i just need a fuck buddy and forget everything else.

*would like to apply for position of fuck buddy( hahahaha ...
» Nina (208.154.205.200) on 2004-03-04 08:25:55

:/
» lavenderblues on 2004-03-04 10:14:54

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