got out of accounting early, yippy skippy. i've got like 20 minutes before i have to head back over to emerson for economics. he said we were gonna get out of that class early too i think.. maybe.. or maybe my mind is playing tricks on me. but we don't have econ on the 24th.. i don't really know why.. but i'm not gonna complain! i can take that time and go to wally world and get the new jc cd.. if it's still going to come out then :-D and if the 24th is tuesday... but i'm thinking it is but i'm too lazy to go check.

i didn't end up going to ITA.. big surprise.. i slept till 12:45 instead. i like sleep! very much so i do!

i can't wait to get more details as to how the arresting went today... they're doing Jail Bail today and you can get someone arrested for $3. i heard from teresa that charles was going to get arrested but he ran away. i can soooo see that, i can't wait to get more details.

i don't really know what else to write, not much has happened since my last update last night... i slept.. i woke up.. i showered.. i went to class. WOOHOO! it's been fun. i even had some easy mac in there. yeah baby.

life isn't simple, that's just the facts. and you don't know what is right to do or what is wrong. you don't know what's going to happen in the future. you have no idea how actions and choices you make now will affect your future. and you're not supposed to know. and i'm just trying to be content. i don't have a fucking clue what my future holds in store for me, not the faintest idea. i'm just trying to do what makes sense for right now. i am looking into the future, and trying to find out what i'm going to want or need.. and i'm working on that. i don't want my future to suck. and i don't want to have any regrets. but you never know... it's all about opportunity costs! (oooh econ is sexy). i don't know, i just don't know. i know how i feel and i know who i care about and i'm trying... i'm just trying... i don't know what's going to happen, and i wish that i knew everything would be okay, but i don't. i don't have a fucking clue. i don't think a couple months is a long time though... and in the grand scheme of things, neither is a couple years... but it seems like forever right now, doesn't it? i wish i knew what to say. i wish i knew what to do. i wish i knew how to make things okay for everyone. i just gotta say don't give up. don't give up on anything. don't give up on yourself, don't give up on others, don't give up on me, don't give up on your hopes and dreams, just don't give up. make the best with what you got, do what seems right and just try to be happy. cuz that's what life is about.. you gotta make the best of it... it's about love and happiness and being good to others. and i'm just trying to do my best.

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