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quote for the day
"You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, 'Why not?'"
"A lifetime of happiness! No man alive could bear it; it would be hell on earth. "
-- George Bernard Shaw
song of the moment
The Hand That Feeds
You're keeping in step
In the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
Because you do
What you're told
But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

What if this whole crusade's
A charade
And behind it all there's a price to be paid
For the blood
On which we dine
Justified in the name of the holy and the divine

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

So naive
I keep holding on to what I want to believe
I can see
But I keep holding on and on and on and on

Will you bite the hand that feeds you?
Will you stay down on your knees?
Sunday. 12.11.05 11:23 am
wow, so it's been a little while i guess. new in my life - a lot.

Let me think. I just finished up with finals on Friday. They were all over the board grade wise. But it was an off semester. There were two hurricanes that affected my family. Then my brother was in the hospital for a good little while. My roommate decided she wanted to drive me insane. And I have a new very good friend who gets me in trouble on a regular basis. I suppose I will have to try a lot harder next semester. Grades are decent, but I know they could be better. It's hard when all your friends are taking easy classes and you are, well, not. I shall learn to study more though. I hate spring semester so much though. It's so much longer. Oh, you don't believe me? Well, look at it. Fall semester you have just under 4 month with Thanksgiving break, fall break and Labor Day. Spring semester you have 4 months with Spring break and like two other three day weekends. It is actually slightly longer. And the fact that spring break is in March makes it worse. There is nothing to look forward to.

So, my roommate hates me these days. It all started as irritation, but then she left for California. And now I'm pretty sure she hates me. She introduced me to her best friend Jessica who I have met a few times, but never really hung out with. Well, Jess and I hit it off so well! We tried to hang out a couple more times after that and either Christina would tag along or she would get really pissed that we were hanging out without her. Well, then Christina lost her virginity to Jess's ex on Thanksgiving. The night she met him. This is after Jess specifically asked her not to do anything with him. SO, while I told Christina I didn't want to be involved, I think she realizes that I totally sided with Jess. I mean, she broke the cardinal rule. You NEVER hook-up with a best friend's ex. Period. Well, then Christina has continued to see the guy (who really had no interest at all until he found out she was a virgin) and then lied to everyone about it. So, I have been trapped in the middle. I really feel bad for Jess because she found out her perfect best friend was a backstabbing whore. And I feel bad for Christina cause some day she is going to realize she picked an asshole over her best friend. And he is an asshole. I cannot type the things he said about Christina that first night. And now they are dating. WTF? So, Jess and I have been hanging out a ton lately annd Christina is not happy about that all because she doesn't really have any friends anymore. I also found out that whenever Jess wanted me to hang out with them, Christina would make some excuse about me being busy or doing something else. Which may or may not have true, but she never asked to actually know that. So, combine the million things about her that really annoy me with the fact that I totally don't trust her and there is my roommate situation. And that wore me out and I have to go. So, everyone have a stunning day!
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