what!?!?! jessica on the internet!?!?! this cannot be!!

So, I've had the busiest week of my life. And why was it so busy? Well, simply because I had a bio test this morning. All I have done all week is study for this damn test. Every free minute was filled with biology. Yes, really, every single one. And guess what! I have three exams again next week!!! I swear college is trying to kill me. All my tests seem to be grouped together this semester. But, I did get an 88 on the bio exam. While this is not as good as I had hoped, it is definitely good. I have a B+ in the class right now with two tests and the exam to go. I know I will get a high exam grade, so I just need another high B and an A or two As. I may make it through professor insano's semster quite well.

I realized tonight just how much I am going to miss my suitmate Jess. We went out to dinner tonight as kind of a must-get-out-but-don't-want-to-do-anything deal. And we spent the hour just talking about all kinds of college stuff and the rest of this year and next year. And that was when I realized, she is one of the few people here who I really like to hang out with. She is just so normal compared to the average SMU girl. And the best part about it is that she could be like all the other girls - she has the clothes, money, style and looks - but she is just so normal. And I really get along with her and enjoy hanging out with her. I'm going to be so sad without her next year.

Which brings me to my next point. Next year. I haven't really figured out what I am doing next year. I mean, the majority of my friends are transferring back home. And Danielle is either living at home or she will be an RA. And RAs don't have roommates. So, I don't know if I should live with Chuck or live in the dorms again. And then, who would be my roommate? Which dorm would I live in? Can I handle another year without a kitchen? I mean, there are only so many decent frozen foods. And of course, I still don't know what to do this summer. Part of me really wants to go home and work and be lazy in my own damn house, and part of me knows I should stay here and work for Chuck and save up all my money for school. And then there is the question of whether to live Chuck or Kevin. I know there is a lot more space and quiteness and healthy homecooked food at Chuck's, but there is the akwardness and Sandy and a feeling of having to participate in the evening TV time. I know living at Kevin's would be totally comfortable and normal and nice, but they eat food that is bad for me and they have a lot of dogs and the morning commute would suck. I just really actually don't know what I should do. And I don't know where I am going to store all my school stuff during the summer. There will definitely be packing in boxes this time though. I just don't know where I will keep them all. I just don't know what to do! It's so aggravating.

lol jessica on the internet, yes that is surprising...sounds like you'll most likely get an A in biology, tis good...if you miss home a great deal, might be nice to live and work around there...but if you're gettin paid better with Chuck then that might be better...if you choose staying up there, i'd probably go with living with Chuck...better commute, better food, not a lot of dogs...i'm sure you'll figure everything out though...good luck on your tests next week!
» Kollin6618 on 2005-02-19 02:28:42

hey
haven't talked to you in forever. im backkkkkkkkkkk. *creepy tone to it, huh?* hah. good luck on tests.
» cherrylicious on 2005-02-23 02:13:26

Yeah i really like U2...a good guess would be that i have around 15 or 20 of their CD's (including bootlegs of course)...but that song that you had the lyrics of in your away messege is actually one of my favorites of theirs...from what you've said about bands you like, sounds like you have great taste in music
» Kollin6618 on 2005-02-24 05:44:30

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