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quote for the day
"You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, 'Why not?'"
"A lifetime of happiness! No man alive could bear it; it would be hell on earth. "
-- George Bernard Shaw
song of the moment
The Hand That Feeds
You're keeping in step
In the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
Because you do
What you're told
But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

What if this whole crusade's
A charade
And behind it all there's a price to be paid
For the blood
On which we dine
Justified in the name of the holy and the divine

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

So naive
I keep holding on to what I want to believe
I can see
But I keep holding on and on and on and on

Will you bite the hand that feeds you?
Will you stay down on your knees?
the weekend has come
Saturday. 2.12.05 6:42 pm
so, i apparently am meant to have car trauma every week for months at a time. on wednesday, i was stranded in the middle of nowhere because my thrermostat was leaking and my car overheated. it was traumatizing. then kevin took an hour and a half to find me. then he tied me to his truck and we towed me to the car place. now that was the scariest thing i have ever done in my entire life. i was so afraid i was going to hit the back of his truck and kill my car. think no power steering, no power brakes and less than two feet of space between my car and his bumper. but, i got a new thermostat for free and my car seems to be fine.

in other news, my puppy is gigantic! he is starting to look all grown up and i can't get over how big he is getting. he is almost too big to fit in my lap. he's still quite the cutie though. my dad bought a stelth r/t back in january, but i didn't get to see it because he was picking it up the day after i left, so i finally got to see up close and personal. and boy oh boy, it is hot!! i also got to drive it tonight. man, that car has some serious power. it took me a minute to get used to the way it shifts, but then i got to play around a little bit. we're talking some pretty intense power! i may just have to buy one in the future. angus is chasing his tail at this very moment and it is thoroughly amusing. especially when he barks at it cause he can't get it. i am quite enjoying my weekend of doing nothing. it's been so nice, i was motivated enough to transfer some bio powerpoints into word documents and print off all my chem notes for the rest of the semester...which in all actuality doesn't take any real effort at all.

i have yet another exam this week. and it is bio again. i really need it to be a good grade. so maybe later tonight, i'll do some hardcore reading up on plants. have i ever mentioned how much i hate studying the damn plants!?! i just nned an 'a' in bio this semester. i know i will get an 'a' on the final, but there are still 3 other tests that make up my grade. that means another 'a' and two high 'b's or two 'a's which would be really awesome. also, getting an 'a' in bio lab will probably help me out a lot. i should have been a business major. all those classes are so much easier and i would walk out of college with an amazing job.the accounting thing is still rolling around in my head a little bit too. all i would have to do is take economics and get into the business school. and i don't think getting into the business school will take much effort at all. i think all i would need is a 3.0, and i have better than that right now. somehow, i would really like to manage an 'a' in calculus, but i'm not sure that is very plausible. although, that would mean just getting an 85 in the class. and i am slowly starting to understand what we are doing. i just wish that first test would have gone better. chem lab will be an 'a' and spanish will be an 'a'. so i am already almost halfway to straight 'a's. i'm going to talk to maguire and explain to him my need for an 'a' in his class. he's usually pretty good with helping students out and padding certain people's grades. i'll go talk to him sometime this week since our next test is next friday. school causes me a lot of stress. i'm paranoid about getting into med school. all those classes that people take to help their gpas aren't on my schedule until snior year and med schools look at junior year transcripts. it's jsut all so aggravating!! but that's ok. i'll make it through school, and then i'll go to med school and then i'll become one of the best doctor's in the country. and then i'll get married and live happily ever after. i have everything under control.
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