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quote for the day
"You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, 'Why not?'" "A lifetime of happiness! No man alive could bear it; it would be hell on earth. " -- George Bernard Shaw song of the moment
The Hand That Feeds You're keeping in step In the line Got your chin held high and you feel just fine Because you do What you're told But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold Just how deep do you believe? Will you bite the hand that feeds? Will you chew until it bleeds? Can you get up off your knees? Are you brave enough to see? Do you want to change it? What if this whole crusade's A charade And behind it all there's a price to be paid For the blood On which we dine Justified in the name of the holy and the divine Just how deep do you believe? Will you bite the hand that feeds? Will you chew until it bleeds? Can you get up off your knees? Are you brave enough to see? Do you want to change it? So naive I keep holding on to what I want to believe I can see But I keep holding on and on and on and on Will you bite the hand that feeds you? Will you stay down on your knees? | Monday. 7.12.04 1:14 pm sometimes i just dont know about my own self. sometimes it feels like i'm one person, trapped in a body, without anything to say, to do, to feel, etc. sounds weird, eh? it is. sometimes i feel like i can't express who i really am for fear of a lost love, a friend, or even criticism. i hate criticism with a passion.  this is what i am trying to say. not always like that, just at times. its not like i need to learn more about me or learn to make me happy. i just need to find me sometimes because sometimes who i am runs away. i dont understand how or why. it just happens. i know that makes no sense. really, i do. but that is why i feel imcomplete sometimes. i just run away to escape everything and then i have a hard time finding my way back. and i am unsastisfied with myself soley because of my need to be perfect. if i was satisfied, then i would be perfect. get it? and i am ok with not being perfect, but that doesnt mean that i dont want to be. i want to reach above and beyond mediocrity. really, in the end, its all a big sick circle. and i am ok with that for now. sometimes. im working on it. i just dont know where i am going, so im not sure how to get there yet. but dont worry, i'll figure it out. and your conlcusion was great.  and for the rest of you who have no idea what is going on, dont worry about. the person this is meant for will know.   3 Comments. yes teehee
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