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quote for the day
"You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, 'Why not?'"
"A lifetime of happiness! No man alive could bear it; it would be hell on earth. "
-- George Bernard Shaw
song of the moment
The Hand That Feeds
You're keeping in step
In the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
Because you do
What you're told
But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

What if this whole crusade's
A charade
And behind it all there's a price to be paid
For the blood
On which we dine
Justified in the name of the holy and the divine

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

So naive
I keep holding on to what I want to believe
I can see
But I keep holding on and on and on and on

Will you bite the hand that feeds you?
Will you stay down on your knees?
sometimes my day sucks
Monday. 5.3.04 7:01 pm
so, right now i have a pounding headache. yes, pounding. medicine you ask. well, i don't really like to take medicine very much, but i did take two advil an hour ago because it's so bad. of course, they haven't helped at all. so, i continue to feel like there is a bass drum in my head. possible causes of this headache - ap tests, my psycho english teacher or the most likely, prom! dundundun. yeah, of all the issues i could have, mine is chosing which date to go with. most would think this is a good problem, but i have this problem with not wanting to hurt anyone's feelings. so here's what i have to chose from.
guy a : original asker, have much in common with, cheated on me, still care about him, friends don't like him, could talk to him for hours, really cares about me, makes me smile, tall dark and handsome.
guy b : second asker, definite back-up, funny kid, adorable, also quite cute, don't know him very well, ashley really likes him in that totally platonic way, has a car and job and is in school.
see, pros and cons to each boy. the dilemma is that i still really care about guy a, but i think guy b could also be a good one. he would take care of me for a change. and he's one fun kid. but do we have as much in common, does he have as good taste in music and movies as boy a? oye. too much for me think about. my head hurts too much. what should i do?

oh, btw, this is the link to my old journal in case you want to know what was going on before today.
2 Comments.

hmmmm
Oh well you posted about it... so I can give my opinion now. Luckily I’m not very opinionated. However, I believe you should get to know guy B better, maybe hangout with him once more before you make your decision (if possible). Otherwise, it all comes down to how much you care about guy A (and if you forgive him). Guy B is obviously a backup, and I’m sure he knows it... So basically you just need to decide on your feelings for guy A. Unfortunately no one can really help you do that (& don't let them try to). Wish I could be more help, it’s a tough decision I’m sure.
» Zig_Justice on 2004-05-03 09:41:42

Hi, I'm Chelsea.
If I were in your place, guy A would totally be out of the picture. I would never, ever, ever be with a guy who cheated on me. That's just not cool. The first time he cheated on me would be the last. And if he does it once, he'll do it again. But it's really your decision, so hey. Anyway, good luck!
» WeezerGoat420 on 2004-05-04 12:34:56

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