watching: my tea
listening to: "EVERYBODY'S CHANGING"- by Keane
mood: sorta bored -_-


OH! BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING!!
HAPPI B-DAY 2 VON!!!

heya heya!
like the new layout? ehh i kno nothin special but features kakoiiii
MINWOO n song by BI,"its raining". © wakakakakk! yepp.
decided to stop by borders n wanted a classical cd,
but honestly i dont kno jak about the musicians, i just love listening to it,
so i didnt kno wat to choose! hahahah!
sooo..i just got a lil sketch book thing for 4 bucks!
so i could take it anywhere i go n just sketch my stuff,
instead of stuffing bits of papers in my bag filled with my drawings of weird creatures i made up!
WAHAHHA! my otosan was being sooo boo boo! T___T;;
he was singing his blues music all loud! wakakka! and
i looked suspicious cuz i was wearing a LRG, green jacket,
n my captain hat with curls -_-;;
wahahah! n my dad was getting all excited
as if he'd never heard such good music and seen so much books!
waaaaa~~ its gettin cold again over here!
and rainy!
i thot it was going to be getting hoot. ahh fuwwa. o well! i could still wear my jackets!
DAM! have to pay my phone bill...
looks like i cant go to see the hiippos!
but my otosan insists we go just cuz
he cares too much about happiness than paying a bill,
ahh is that bad?
speaking of which,
just so yesterday i had a dream about my otosan..
~~sooo sadd...
all i could do was cry..everytime..
cuz i had a dream about him. he died.
i hate to say the word death or
even think about it. but it happened..
so sudden too..
o myyy fuwwwaaa~~ i started to block everyone out of my life,
became distant and everything with my best budz..it sucked.
it was just a dream..but the feeling sucked..
never really felt how it would be to lose someone so close to me?
++

awww..
thanks girl for the shoutout! I luv the new look, esp the hottie hehehe. :) I know dreams may seem so real to us n that it can affect us in many ways if we dont talk about it. Dont worry ayu, it was not real and your otosan is not going anywhere for a long time! The feeling of losing someone is very overwhelming, but u appreciate lfe so much more and the loved ones who r still left behind. :) we have to accept tat it is a part of life..
» von-nation on 2005-03-25 02:13:16

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