todays saint patricks day. wore green.. big mother fuckin whoop huh?

i honestly dont know what to say about today. like it was filled with so many different emotions. at times i was having fun, then other i was pissed, then other i was sad, then having fun again.. then back to sad..

what a day..

i just wanna start things off by saying lunch was fun. i was finishing my sociology AD project. my ad is freakin dope. i messed up the first time because i wrote "pepsi.. for those who THING young." omg. im such a fuckin smart ass. i was thinking ahead of myself. dan ended up redrawing it. it looked better. but we didnt even turn it in. cherlyn gave me "flowers." thanks bonbon! went to class. boo sociology sometimes. those old school videos were wayy boring. i cant take that shit. sixth period was funny. i find myself releasing all my anger in that class. i think thats why im so mean to salazar. haha. i drew a driver license for him. daniel made me draw saladbar things on it because we call mrsalazar saladbar. funny. also drew a orange cat with stripes [garfield] next to his face because he looks like john arbuckle. wayy funny.

after school i talked to someone about wutever the fuck was going on. it was... interesting. im leaving it at that cause.. wutever mann

drill took yearbook pictures today. they make everything fuckin better i swear mann. we had a fun time taking pictures and what not. MUNCH took our pictures! I LOVE U SENIOR BUDDY! then don jon came with mike and jonathan and i took his cookie box out of his car and cherlyn and i made the letters IDG out of the cookies. it was fun. and then mike gave us TWO cookies =) thanks mike! then we went to practice and practiced. jonathan came by and gave me mconalds =) i love him

at the end of practice.. we just talked about stuff. damn.. im heartbroken

my current status as of now? im fuckin SAD as FUCK. it seriously make me fuckin cry. i dont even know why we try so fuckin hard?? i have lost all hope. wtf were we thinking? trying to get your attention?? trying to hang out?? trying to be fuckin nice?? i feel fuckin pathetic. really mother fuckin pathetic. but its sad cause in my heart i still want everything to be how it used to be. but its too late. things you did.. and even SAID! my gosh mann.. its like.. bullshit. dont get me wrong.. individually, i like them, but mann.. iono what happened. im sick and tired of trying. fuck the brother/sister shit. cause weve been fuckin rejected. maybe its better that we're on our own...or not. wutever.. the years almost over. i just hope that next year, JOSHY PIE, you bring the shit back. how its SUPPOSE to be. i thought that my year would be the best.. i fuckin thought wrong. dammnn, how i was proven wrong. and for nationals?!! OMG. my heart is sooooo fuckin broken. wow.. alone at nationals. drill's first fuckin nationals in how long. my own first fuckin nationals?? and its like this. support my ass.. fuck mann. WE GIVE THE FUCK UP

i dont want fuckin sympathy. just forget we even fuckin exist. its better like that anyway.

--glacy

=[ ooooh well..
» Cher_lyn on 2005-03-20 02:44:11

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