rOck it! dont let me get me / pink

last week, on my way to school, i was listeng to the radio and the DJ was talking about how JAN24 has been reported to be the most stressful day of the year because of bills taxes & whatever else. i didnt pay too much attention to it. it's interesting how true that statisitc is. how VERY true. or maybe its because i saw it coming and i subconciously made it stressful. nnahhh. it ISSSSS STRESSFUL!!

im really depressed. but no one seems to understand me. not even those who i would expect to.

finals are this week. & im REALLLY dreading it. im afraid for tomorrow because its spanish and stats. i dont spanish for SHIT & for some reason, even if i think i did well, i always DONT end up doing too hott. then theres wednesday. english & ASB. not too bad. i think i know my hamlet stuff, but the again, i shouldnt over estimate myself. last time i did, i ended up disapponted and feeling stupid. then the ASB final is the essay done every year. so i guess thats not bad. then its THURSDAY. the worst of all the days =/ im not worried at all about psychology because the whole test is extra credit. i dont even have to take it if i didnt want to, but OBVIOUSLY, because its such a great oppurtunity to raise a grade, im taking advantage of it. then theres the test that i am the most worried about.... the ECONOMICS final. 340 points?! 40 vocab words?! two 70 point essay questions?! i really dont know my vocab. its like hes choosing 40 vocab words out of 70? and he told us to turn in our books on friday so i did. but.. what do i study from now? im sooo screwed. i need at least a B on the final to get a B in the class. i dont want a C. i tried to hard to bring up my grade to just get a C. im afraid my GPA is going to be so fucked up. i dont want to be a fuck up..

then theres senior ball. i dont think people realize how freakin crazy im going over this shit. i hate how you put so much effort into doing something and then all that happens is that it gets shot down by others. its going to be good.. i promise. im trying to hard to figure out everything [with the help of others of course].

and then theres COMP SEASON. im really excited about comp season BUT im also really frustrate and scared. i have so many expectations and goals. i dont want to fail as an individual. so much practicing... so many things to be done. im freakin out...

and the relationship. i miss a lot of things...

i cant handle it. the weight of the world is on my shoulders & it just gets heavier & heavier. i feel so.. alone

--glacy

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» Brent (123.125.156.145) on 2010-09-03 12:25:07

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