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rock it-- neon // john mayer

well, im not even sure but to say about today. i think ive never been as disappointed as i was today. and i must admit, i was mad. i dont know. it feels weird to be disappointed with the people you have such high expectations for.
maybe it's me.. or not. but i guess i just gotta spill my beans cause im over flowing

so here goes..

sometimes i feel that maybe im being to easy on the girls. maybe.. maybe not. but sometimes i feel that i didnt establish my place as an officer well enough that im not being taken seriously. it's probably my fault .. i actually know that IT IS MY FAULT. i apologize to myself & the squad because it doesnt benefit anyone.. well, maybe some. i feel that maybe ive set such a ground where im continuously on the same level. i think i compare my year to the past years so much that ive lost control of what i wanted originally. i thought, i cant be "all crazy strict" on them because i want us to be able to be a squad with a good bond, but i also didnt want to be "super freakin lenient" that we were just going ot lag on everything. but now i feel that we've set such a tone where it's extemely hard to be looked upon seriously. i dont know. it sucks. maybe my expectations of this year is just too high. maybe it was just today. i doubt so. does it take for me to be mad or upset for me to be recognized as serious. im full on SERIOUS. i dont get it. wutevs.

on the good note: thank GOD for SLIM. i LOVE you. dont you EVER do that again!

i LOVE john mayer. yet another JON that i LOVE =)

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