What's the difference between the exam period and the post-exam period?

Nothing.

I like to think that I'm beyond caring now, after seeing everything I stood for and wanted fall into dust; as yet another insignificant being albeit in a different environment and context this time. Knowing that the people you trust (and put your faith in) most cannot be bothered with your well-being (not that it is a must; or even an obligation... it's just nice I guess). It's reality; that everyone else has more significant events and obligations to attend to. In a way isn't this good because it means I'm not a burden for everyone else but myself. Hm.

I'm not compelling anyone to do anything - they can choose not to. That's why I do not self-invite myself to anything if I don't get jioed. Maybe that's why I end up alone, but oh wells. That's life isn't it. Sometimes you really need to be so stuck up and insistent then people will take you in because they pity you. Nah. I'm okay; I still believe that only the people who care will look out for me, somehow, sometime. Until that time comes, I shall just... hole myself up somewhere and continue being an irrelevance to the world.

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