It has been a harrowing week. I know not of any other word to describe it. It is... just different from all the other low points I'd ever experienced, or rather, wrought onto myself. Idk but somehow this time it happened before I'd even done anything... substantial (again, is that the right word to use)? There was no casus belli... all I wanted to do was to give actual notice of a duplicate gift...

It is like, to cite another one of my favourite army cliches - simply testing water until you drowned.

I'm the sort who will invest a lot of time and effort into maintaining friendships - this was largely down to all that'd happened in the past; companionship (simply being friends) is something close to me. Although I'd spent time with others this week (I'm certain that all those people spent far more time with other, closer, friends though in the same period) - there's something missing... I really missed having the liberty to really talk about super random but interesting things; trading stories of all sorts, feeling that at last someone can actually tolerate my nonsense and my quirks and all the random things I say.

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Love is such a malleable word I don't even - mainly the general rule is to love others, like how God loves us... which He does so unconditionally?

Caught up on service for the first time in many years. It was the 4th part in a series about fireproofing your faith. This week's focus was on the Holy Spirit; it is not something new, but it served well to augment my erm... non-existent faith :/

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But in the stillness of the moment it takes for a Polaroid picture
To capture our faces forever
The world has turned a touch on it's axis
And the only thing certain
Is everything changes

... for better, or worse?

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