Hi there. Its 2013, and since I was technically dead from the blogosphere for the past six months I am probably talking typing to myself, for my own amusement, right now.

Admittedly, I'd wanted to revive this site and update it on a regular basis many times (see t many failed attempts to do so over the past year). However I always struggled with the dilemma of whether to maintain a carefree narrative style reminiscent of our teenage years (don't deny, we were all like this at some point) or to conform to what we will like our peers to view us as - adults who can write in proper english and dispense with the unnecessary riff-raff about our seeming mundane comings and goings.

Although it seems childish now, we really did put our rawest feelings and emotions into posting (ranting) back then; in essence, those can/should be considered the most authentic representations of who we really are.

Over the past year, I realised that I am still unable to control my actions/feelings/words effectively when some vestige/distant memory(?) of years gone by show up once again. It was my fault for opening the Pandora's box before I was ready to face it head on. Dreams Nightmares last night were telling; it was a compendium of everything which I hated about the past which left me shaken for the rest of the day.

Time heals all wounds they say. Rubbish. Its only through your own conscious choice to release those burdens which you'd heaped unto your back can your wounds truly be healed without leaving behind an ugly, distinctive scar.

And, it's tough/rare to find another truly ever-green person nowadays. At least that was a factor which kept constant throughout 2012 haha.

On a side note, holidays are ending soon. And that's the easy part. Good luck everyone, we'll need it.

I think I need a psychiatrist, else just someone to talk to (Haha) Or to get admonished by.

Sometimes you need to start from the beginning to truly know/appreciate someone's character, personality and views. Its analogous to you starting to watch a new variety show/drama from ep 99 onwards when in fact you should have started fr the beginning so as to understand the relationships that eventually formed between the members of the cast (and the subplots!). True story. I did that and couldn't find anything to laugh at initially. On to ep 1 and then, voila.

Wished I could ever do photography. Was never able to capture a nice angle/timing. Lomo and flim look nice. Sometimes I wished I was smarter, more talented in music, sport and all that. Guess that's something which we have to live with eh. Au revoir. 통신끝, goodbye~

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