Its a brand new day, and I feel thoroughly refreshed after last night.

"I saw all your emo tweets. You see it's different if you actually practiced and then got overshadowed. Its not fair to judge yourself like that! And that benchmark is created by you! Maybe if you hadn't allowed yourself to feel so pressured and had confidence in yourself, then you wouldn't be feeling this way."

It's hard to explain it - but yesterday was the first time in many years that I felt my confidence drain away when faced with a crowd. And it was a harrowing experience which I do not want an encore of, ever.

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