WARNING - THIS POST WILL NOT MAKE FOR LIGHT READING.
Though the festive season's coming soon blah blah

Completed typing out a post before the Internet died on me which resulted in me spending around one hour on the line with the call center dude before I got my Facebook back. And my laptop is displaying tell-tale signs of old age, 10-minute restarts notwithstanding.

I have to admit that I was very impressed with the quality and orientation of the Singtel call center operators. Though I have a hunch they actually outsourced it to the subcontinent or something. Maybe I should be as nice and friendly at to all those who call the Registry during working hours.

My original post was titled 'Six Days to Christmas' but there was little, if no, joyous prose contained within. Misnomer much.

It had been a rather eventful week bar Monday, and it all seems so surreal thinking of it.

As I was writing..

It is easy for a person to verbally commit to waiting. Yet does he actually grasp fully the consequences of this, which are pretty much extreme on both ends of the spectrum? Either the gamble pays off and he attains his goal; or he will just be made to look like a fool waiting for a train that had already departed (admittedly the most plausible outcome).

That's why it can be much kinder to JUST SHUT THAT DAMN DOOR RIGHT IN HIS FACE. Leave it a little ajar by offering up a reply that is neither here nor there and you're so totally giving him hope to carry on , regardless of what he insinuates. The litmus test for true friends will be those who can actually get over this (and use this episode to strengthen their friendship in the long run) instead of breaking off ties completely.

Hm. Food for thought?

It sucks to be on the receiving end of so many negs.

Suspicion. Played into everyone else's hands there.
Irritation. Others seem so nice and sensitive when used as a barometer.
Annoyance. Made it so linked to myself that it effectively discounts anyone doing the same things albeit in different guises.

3 + 6

Those 9 words keep repeating themselves like some screwed up cassette permanently winding and rewinding itself in a long-abandoned player. Humbling yet humiliating at the same time though it isn't exactly the very end.. Theoretically at least.

On a final note, '-.-' and '=.=' are now my newest virtual best friends. Yayyyyy

Emo..
Welcome to my life (:

P.S. I'll post something happier soon.. Hopefully.. >.<

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