It's no use being bitter and angry at myself for all that'd transpired.

Hm.. I wonder if I'll even see the light of day once I close my eyes.
One last time..

Some playwrights once remarked that 'curiosity killed the cat'.
Indeed.

Someone once told me that I had something akin to nine mortal lives.
The only caveat? By that point in time I had already exhausted eight of them.

And in these circumstances
That last remaining flicker just got snuffed out as well.

Through no fault of anyone's do I find myself in such a situation.
I don't even deserve to see myself turn one year older in a few days.

The blame lies with me squarely and I will take responsibility for the debacle.

I admit it
I had been a lousy person.
A useless friend
A paranoia-mongerer




I'm sorry..

Then again..
I'm.. more or less resigned to my fate.
No more second (or is it more appropriately the tenth?) chance for a recalcitrant offender like me.

:( We all make mistakes. It's what you take from the experience that matters. Don't beat yourself up.
» Midnight on 2010-08-21 07:33:38

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