I've been eating too much recently.. And it's not because I was genuinely hungry. Well, have to stop binging on comfort food sooner or later else I will not be able to fit into the tailor-made No. 3 in a month's time.

Nothing to do once again. Alone in my enclave with only the thoughts in my head accompanying me through what is left of my brief sojourn into the civilian world. Besides checking Facebook for the 138648263th time, nothing else is keeping me connected to the outside world which I so crave for, not like some people who are fortunate enough to be always perennially busy on weekends with the same few persons.

Maybe I'm just being cynical. Else I'm being rather envious. I'd say both.
I hate it when I'm just not good enough.. and when people smokesceen me about their intentions. Maybe at the end of the day I'll just end up being manipulated and used by others (bloody hell).

So many ways to see the conundrum as it is. Its now 6.30pm already and no one's online. And my mood just turned sour again. >.< Oh wells.. Moodswings~

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