I pretty much got like halfway fired from my job today. Yay!

(I do two jobs at work: Man the front desk, and work in the Human Resources department.)

I'm getting replaced for the HR position now.

Why?

Because I've been screwing up most of my projects for the last month and a half. The director was like, "You've made a ton of mistakes on these and I have to go back and check all of them to be sure it's right, and that just defeats the purpose of having someone else do this stuff." So he's gonna replace me. Thank God. He wanted to know why I suck at my job that I used to be a total freaking rockstar at. All I can offer him is this... I'm on like four different medications that ALL make my brain a total fog and keep me from being as sharp as I could be. Which sucks. Screw you, major pharmaceuticals.

Like, he used to brag to everyone about how quickly I caught on to stuff and got everything done. Now he's having to ask me what the heck is wrong with me.

I WANT OFF THE MEDS ALREADY.

Like, every time I went to therapy, my counselor would be like, "Okay, what did you do this week?" and I'd have to check my planner just to remember what I did. I can't remember anything worth crap. So I'm a clueless mess these days. HA and I plan on going to college. What a joke. This sucks. I've lost my marbles in an attempt to just manage those marbles.

Aaaaaand I'm working a 9-1/2 hour shift today. Party hardy. My mom was supposed to bring me food like an hour ago, but you know what she did instead? She took a nap. WTF.

:(

Ok, I'm done complaining. One bright side note thingie is that knitting is fun and I've made a lot of progress on this scarf I'm making.

Another sad note, though. A resident at work died this weekend. :( He was one of my favorites ever. He had dementia so he was freaking hilarious. WAHHHH.

I swear, my job is depressing lately. People keep dying.

My friend is having a similar problem with some medications he's taking. Sucks to hear that it's messing with your cognitive abilities. : I don't suppose you could talk to the person who prescribed them and try to find a different solution?
» randomjunk on 2013-08-20 07:03:32

What' syour other job?

And can you look to tak eother meds?
» undisputed on 2013-08-22 05:45:09

i'm taking holistic medicine now because normal meds have too much of chemicals...
» renaye on 2013-08-26 08:15:08

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