to know where to begin i'd have to know where i left off...but that's probably not going to happen, since as soon as i'm done here i'm going to coma. we've spent since monday cleaning and building and shoveling.. in the end we have a (mostly) clean home with (almost) a place for everything and a new blue bookshelf we built from the planks we dug out of the back yard. last night's gathering went pretty well aside from burning myself and the part about not sleeping much before work today (which explains the imminent coma). i got through yesterday pretty well, better than the last few anyway. i was a bit gretsy and depressed all day, but ryan was extremely patient and understanding. he bought me roses and gave me lots of kisses. having other things to do helped too. we talked about my mom a little, and i felt a little better about things. man, 12 years goes by fast. i'm still a little out of sorts, but i'll get over it. it's a lot of not feeling well, not sleeping well, being stressed out, and just the general feelings this time of year. there are a few new issues this year, but we'll get through it.

half day tomorrow, dallas wednesday...sleep now...

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