So a while ago I realized someone I love doesn't feel the same...that she never really has...it's a hard pill to swallow when someone who has called you her girlfriend doesn't even tell you she's notin love with you...you have to read about it elsewhere. In any case...she's still the mother of my goddaughter, and while I'm not sure we'll ever be as close as we used to be, I'd like to not lose a friend. Ryan says I need to just sever all ties, and he's probably right, but that's never been my style. I guess it's lead me to a lot of hurt, but if I followed that advice for everyone I've ever loved....I'd be out several friends. I don't know what I eally expect from her. I've always left the ball in her court, let her decide where we went with things...I've always been theone putting in the effort, and she's used to me rolling over for what she wants. It'll be interesting to see what happens when the patterns change and she's expected to put in some effort too. She's not the only one going through things, and for once she needs to realize that life isn't a valid excuse for treating people like shit.

A year is a huge accomplishment as well!

Congrats!
» Chloefoxx on 2008-07-07 05:30:38

Aw, that's so neat.

You're a lucky lady to have found someone who connects with you so well.
» Chloefoxx on 2008-07-09 01:37:01

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