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What is the What, Dave Eggers Elements | my game face Sunday. 5.20.07 10:47 pm it's been hitting me hard lately...missing us. maybe its the moving..packing kinda feels like divorce... maybe its never seeing each other... maybe its the feeling that nothings changed except that we don't say "i love you" anymore... how many times have i hugged him and not wanted to let go? how many times have i WANTED to say i love you but been afraid of what he might not say back? how many times have i brushed my lips across his shoulder and wanted them to stay there? he seems to think ive moved on. i told him a year ago there was no one on earth i wanted to be with but him...im still not ready to change that opinion. i guess someday ill have to... yesterday was the first time i let myself tear up. its stress, mostly. moving (oh my gods, weve got 10 days to move, pack, clean!), work, no sleep it wears me down... and i havent seen him in ANY form in weeks... at lest stayin friends i imagined wed be able to hang out, see each other...not with these schedules... i miss him. i miss us. fuck, i miss me. 5 Comments. *hugs* things are going to be alright. After you guys move, there may be more time for you guys to spend with each other. » Nuttz on 2007-05-20 11:06:31 Yeah it may take a while but things will settle down after the move. Just give it time. » Southern on 2007-05-20 11:32:37 moving is always stressful no matter how old you are, who you're with or how close or far away you're moving. I hope, for your sanity's sake, that things smooth out once you've moved in to the new place » LostSoul13 on 2007-05-20 11:37:39 I hope things go well for you two after the move. You both have a lot going for you now, but once you get settled into things, I'm sure you'll find more time to spend together. » lazypuppy on 2007-05-23 08:21:19 *Hugs* I'm sorry sweetie... » LittleBrit on 2007-06-03 08:21:45
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