i got just what i asked for, but i never expected to be so aware of it. its an odd feeling to know ones prayers have been answered in such an introspective way. not a bad feeling. not a consciously good feeling. maybe a relieved feeling. know i know. clarity is key. i generally dont ask for things that abstract, but there it is. im still not sure how to feel...my calm during the storm.

today was a storm in the storm...but it wasnt all bad at all. half an hour before my shift end i rebooked a guy on a flight ans decided i was going to make sure his bag got on the new one. so....i ran myself into the rain to find it, was sent to several different places, found a couple guys to help me, and eventually set things in motion to make sure it got there. by the time i was done i looked like a drowned rat. i was sore all the way home from the several puddles i found myself swimming in. ugh, i hate wet socks more than i hate socks in general.

last nights game was really good. it wasnt exactly the same, but i guess ive got to get used to that. the problem is i dont know where my boundaries are. hug? head on his shoulder? playful friendly contact? i dont know...i feel like im not allowed anymore. bah!

so there it is..the good, the wet, and the awkward.
maybe ill have energy for more later...i doubt it though

I'm with you..*hugs*
» LittleBrit on 2007-04-16 03:59:32

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