so the second half of the day went up and down in turn...
we watched 2 more movies (crank and an older movie called working together with george carlin and ben stiller) we ATTEMPTED to use the fondue pot...but something didn't work too well...so we just ate the stuff we bought to dip...with no dip hah...hopefully next time.

for some reason i've been extremely emotional all day. i've cried like 4 times...for no real reason...the last time i had a reason, but a really flacid one. chris cheered me up to the best of his ability when im hysterical for no reason (one of the slides that didnt load was one that said "you love me even when im crazy" and today he demonstrated that) anywho, i managed to calm a bit and we played a few games of scrabble. man, he was on TOP of his game tonight...he beat me by a ginormous margin..twice. i one once on a pretty neck and neck race.

so now im waiting for him to finish his business so we can go to bed for my absolute favourite thing in the world...no, not sex (although its up there in the top 10 easily)...but alone time. i love that time...when there are no distractions, no tv, no computer, no one else around...and we can just be with each other. sometimes its nice and quiet, sometimes its a review for the next day, sometimes we play and joke for a while before we fall asleep...but thats my favourite time in the world...when i know he loves me and i know he knows i love him. any other issues weve had that day are gone, and we can just be comfortable with each other. ok, now im getting gushy...but its true.

yeah, i wanted to make today special, and yeah, every single thing i planned seemed to fall through...but all in all it was a nice day...not much different from any other day (aside from the "dinner" of rejected fondue and sweets which is reaping havoc on my blood sugar as we speak) but still good. i am loved.

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