my ear starts hurting so severely i can hear my heart beating in the pain...
my throat makes me physically force it to swallow
my stomach takes to every move like a roller coaster...

and who the fuck knows whats wrong with my emotions these days.
stress.

were still $300 short on rent. wonderful right?
dont even get me started on all the other bills.
i dont know how were ever going to be able to get christmas presents.
at all.

im trying to fight the depression as much as i can, but i feel it creeping back
i have neither the time nor the energy to deal with it right now...so its going to have to just.....stop

in other news..
todays my moms birthday.
she would've been 46
happy birthday mommy...

Aw...
I hope things get better soon. I send you hot mint-lemon-honey tea and nice warm pillow 'n blankie. =]
» Silver-dot- on 2006-11-03 06:25:36

:(
I wish I could say something that would matter...but sometimes it's just my optimism that gets on people's nerves.

You should make Christmas presents :) gifts that you make, as crappy or mundane as they seem, are usually the ones that mean the most to someone.
» lazypuppy on 2006-11-03 07:23:57

happy birthday mom!
» etheracide on 2006-11-03 10:10:43

talk it out
Have you talked this out with someone? It sounds like you need a listening ear and some good advice.
» kkama67 on 2006-11-04 03:46:28

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