a year ago...i thought i was making the responsible decision. what was best for me. what was best for my family. my family. i gave up a chance at a career, benefits, and a decent, stable paycheck for something that wouldn't last another week. still, those dreams haunt me. i know it'll happen when it's meant to, and that's not what bothers me still. did i give up? was i looking for excuses? or was it just unlucky timing? i remember being too sick to stand. i remember the feeling like i was going to either die at work or leave. i remember the panic. and i remember the day they told me it was over. no more speculation. i couldnt have made it without chris, and i cant think of anyone id have rather had by my side. heh, maybe he wishes he hadnt had to witness my gross medical stuff, but im glad he was there. a year...we've gotten through so much, and i do think it's made us stronger. i feel like we can pull through anything now.

that being said...im gonna tackle sleep so i can try to be asleep before he goes to bed. i can sleep with the sinuses as long as im asleep first...goodnight all!

Thanks for the share invisibleinkling
Seems like you made the right decisions and you shouldn't have any regrets because of what you and Chris now share. Sleep well invisibleinkling. Hopefully no, Sinus snores galore!
» JMC on 2006-10-16 02:53:53

Patience is most definitely a virtue. :) I often times feel the same way when I look back on some of the things that I gave up for the sake of family, love and happiness...and though sometimes I do wonder, I know in my heart that I don't regret. :)
» little-b on 2006-10-16 01:43:09

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