a shitfest of a day...morning, work, work, home...
im goin to bed.

edit: sometimes my feelings come across as selfish, and ya, they do to me sometimes too heh. im sorry. he appears to brush things off so easily, or to give up. and this is one thing i REALLY dont want to see him let go. i guess i always figured it would be ok if someday i have to let go of my dream...as long as he were still doing it. hes got more talent anywy. :( im sorry baby.

i really was just trying to help...
and i really dislike dan...
not because hell probably get to sing and i never will...
but because the only time ive seen him he was an asshole...and he tried to dry hump me...but whatever...if chad says he was "excited"....whatever...im not gonna get into it here....its pointless...and ive done it enough....

all i ever asked for was a chance...

:( I think everyone had a crappy day...hopefully tomorrow is better
» lazypuppy on 2006-10-12 11:37:55

I didn't exactly love my thurs. either. >=[ It sucked, but it's a new day today. ^-^ And it's...*sing-song* friday! Hope your day is far from shitty.
» Silver-dot- on 2006-10-13 09:56:13

my band is far from your last chance.
I never gave up for 5 years while it was just Chad and I and he was in school and I saw him only during school breaks...for a couple weeks per year. But we still pushed on. I feel like giving up when our success depends on more than just myself. It depends on other musicians being as strong willed and desiring the same goals to the same extent.

if you keep plugging away, you will get there. I promise you.
» etheracide on 2006-10-16 12:33:02

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