i tried to nap...and failed miserably.
chris got home and we watched half of the island before we both felt exhausted...so we wandered off to bed...everytime i got really comfy id wake up, so i decided to come sit...that was 3 hours ago...he needs the sleep, btut he's gonna be a lil peeved when he realizes hes slept so far an hour past when he wanted to get up...ive been trying to waste time so maybe i can nap too...id love to be in there cuddled up and sleeping..but im here, bored, sick, tired, alone...bleh.

looking up bridesmaid dresses...every one i look at makes me feel more and more fat and grotesque...sok, no one will notice once they get past tara (who despite what she tells you looks gorgeous in her gown) and the matron of honour (who happens to be a model). i could wear a pink bunny suit and no one would notice (except from what i hear, maybe taras mom) so im still looking. found a couple reasonably priced gowns on ebay, but after last yr im slightly weary of dresses i cant try on first. im a weird fit. fat. plus sizes are too big and regular sizes are too small. chris and i have to figure out how were getting to the wedding, but im sure we'll figure something out. i'll be there, bunny!

mike gave me a demo last night to find a couple songs to audition with. it sounds completely different from what i remember from the myspace samples. i dunno if this is really what i want to do. im not sure he'd be willing to let me shake them up a little. they dont sounds bad, i guess, if youre into belle and sebastian. im just...not.

i apologize for all the whining today..im sick and feeling gross....i did pay for my new backdrops today. priced some new lighting (which is pretty far off)...

there was something else, but i cant find a good transition, so if its still important later, maybe ill post again...
heh
gonna go crawl into bed and try to sleep again

Categories: weddings [t], dresses [t]

Feel better :(
There's a bug going around early this year. xp It's weird. What audition are you talking about? I love to do auditions. lol
» Kirei on 2006-09-22 03:53:19

who are you auditioning for?

feel better. get some rest.

cheers,
sank
» thaitanic on 2006-09-22 04:17:44

Bleh. I hate it when I'm tired and I can't sleep. Try a hot drink maybe?
» randomjunk on 2006-09-22 05:00:15

aww, you poor thing. Get lots of sleep! That's the best thing for being sick!
» lazypuppy on 2006-09-22 06:04:39

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