Actually, no. I'm not done just yet.
Monday. 9.29.08 6:49 pm
You know. I am really tired of being unhappy a majority of the time.
I mean, I see so many people around me who have such negative attitudes, some are so VERY self-centered and selfish that I cannot stand it. I apologize if people who know me and are reading this think I sound hypocritical, but I'm so freaking tired of all of the negativeness.
I will admit. I don't really have a best friend who I talk to about everything, anymore. The one who I thought was my best friend has kind of failed me. I put way too much effort into the friendship, and she didn't put in enough. There are so few people I can trust, and it's quite sad, to be honest. I have a few friends who always cheer me up, and then I have other friends who aren't afraid to stick the truth to me when I need it most, and I thank all of my friends for that.
And actually, I don't really have any huge secrets that I only feel obliged to tell to ONE person who I think I can trust. Unfortunately, when something is on my mind, I tell pretty much anyone I come in contact with, which may not be the best idea, but it happens.
I'm tired of feeling bad under boyfriend stress. I've just decided not to worry about it, anymore. If something bad happens, then I'll learn from it. Yeah, it will be hard as crap, but for now I haven't been PERSONALLY given a reason not to trust. Although, I do wish I actually talked to him more. Like, on the phone or something. I've always wanted a late night phone conversation. I think I'll talk to him about that on Wednesday.
I don't know why I'm in such a refreshing mood. I think it's rehearsals. Because, I mean, I have a paper due Wednesday and 20 pages to read by tomorrow, and lines and songs and blocking to learn by next week if I become the official Lucy in "You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown" which I REALLY hope I do. I love acting, so much.
I love it. I love it. I love it.
Wow, hahaha. It's like what Unicornasaurus said in her blog about me. Saying that theatre is one of the things that I will talk about in most conversations, hahaha :)
Ok, I think I'm done. Now on to homework!
See, you fit the criteria.
No single best friend,
No secret telling.
You're a good friend, Steigen Brown. :P
(I'm not using your real last name online, haha.)
» Unicornasaurus on 2008-09-29 07:02:27
Late night conversations
Are really dependent on how tired everyone is. Could be good or bad, hahah.
» middaymoon on 2008-09-29 08:37:13
it's better to see ur friend's true colours now then later so u would not have wasted all ur time to foster the friendship but expanding ur network.
» renaye on 2008-09-30 10:14:56
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