its been the craziest two weeks, enjoying a little after storm at the moment...which explains this post.

my work life last two weeks:

(mon to fri)
5.30am - prepare for work
6.15am - hop onto cab
6.45am - arrive at changi airport to meet up my promoters
7.00am - shift 1 starts
11.00am - shift 1 ends, rush home to catch some sleep
1.00pm - 3.00pm - nap
3.30pm - to changi airport
5.00pm - shift 2 starts
9.00pm - shift 1 ends, dozing off in mrt on the way home
11.00pm - home, eat, shower, stoned
1.00am - zzz...
and the cycle goes....

(sat)
changi in the morning, drunk at double o at night

(sun)
4pm - 11.30pm - set up at expo

this week (mon)
8am - 6pm - rehersal for imbx opening ceremony
8pm - 10pm - sleep
11.30pm - 4.00am - set up for pillar wraps at changi airport T2
(tue)
4.00am - rush home to shower
5.30am - pick up the girls
6.00am - back at expo
9.00am - opening ceremony
12.00pm - END

im typing from changi airport now....

been asked this question alot recently "why you working so hard!?" which i know you guys actually wanna say "is it worth it"
frankly speaking im struggling with this question myself. i felt it from my folks, but i also felt the need to be strong in front of them, it was a choice i made and i know it too well i should not complain...

im so sorry...sorry for the not being there...sorry for not contributing enough to the family during this period...sorry for the delayed mother's day dinner and present, sorry for all the missing morning talks over breakfast...sorry if i acted cold because im just afraid i will break down if i were to tell you more.

i am not a quitter, give me somemore time, i will know when i have to give up.

i promise myself to give you the life you all deserved by next year.

i know i might not be the best to you, but i am me not you...

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