While all my really sweet colleagues are getting more worried about my singular status than the owner herself, citing all possible issues and problems i have, and even kind enough to offer me solutions, i think i've just found the answer this week.

its like a stroke of light when it all came clear to me while talking to cathryn and jace.

cathryn: i dont have anyone i like and im not interested now
me: im just lazy

thats it! so thats answer to the second biggest mystery after the da vinci code.lol

i belong to a category of people (if they even exist) who are lazy to love

im lazy to put myself out there in the dating market
im lazy to know someone new
im lazy to make the first move
im lazy to apply the right responses to his advances
im lazy to follow up
im lazy to read minds
im lazy to start caring for a new person
i'm lazy to make the 'what are u doing' phone calls
im lazy to go through the rules and regulations of a relationship
im lazy to start the first fight on who is right
im lazy to suffer the pain when he stop caring
im lazy to agonize
im lazy to get over him

i'm lazy to love

Maybe (a big maybe) im havent found someone who is right for me

or maybe someone like me dont deserve love

But whats love these days? and who is 'right' anyway?

I saw an old friend at hereen today and immediately i was shocked by how skinny she become. Out of love lately she said, he's married, lost 6 kg.

Next the love of your love asked you to choose between him and ur goodfriends, it me or them.

Or your love one starting giving you a deadline of ur current relationship. 1 Sept we will review our relationship and decide

hmm what's all these? when has love become such a crazy twisted game.

and most maddending of all why is everyone so readily accepting love in their life?

I guess god like things in pairs, the first thing he created were in pairs, adam and eve and almost every important organ in our body comes is pairs, boobs, balls, eyes
kidneys...etc ever since god knows when, everyone is made to think and feel life is only normal if you're in love, if you're in a relationship, if you have a bf/gf, if you have a partner,

and singletons like me are portray as hideous 3-eye monsters.lol surviving scenarios like:

ppl: wat u doing later?
me: meet my bf hehe
ppl: *smiles*

ppl: wat u doing later?
me: going home
ppl: ohhh
ppl: not meeting bfs?
me: no im single *smile*
ppl: oh
ppl: i see...

you can say things like "i just broke up" so they will know you've recently been in a relationship, you're still normal but never the "im single"
if they are nice enough they will attempt to make you feel better by saying "well im sure you will find someone" , "oh high expectations huh"

hahaha c'mon! i dont need you to make me feel better!
whats so mortifying of with being alone!

Worst scenario for me:
ppl: aww ive been single for 2 months (these are the pirated singles)
me: im single for almost 2 years
ppl: oh is it? *continues* but its been 2 months lor i dont think i will ever find anyone now
me: c'monn im worst blah blah *comforting ppl by allowing myself to be the comparison chart*


If i really have to be in love, i wld be in love with my own life.

when his/her love can become so harmful, why still subject yourself to it.

why not start trying to focus on youself

Love being able to just go off somewhere without telling anyone
Love being emotional without explaining to the other party
Love to just fully indulge youself into something without feeling guilty you are not giving him/her enough time.
Love pampering youself with the spare cash you have
Love being able to just smile at youself other than in front others
.
.
.
Survive the first case of stereotyping set by god thousands of years ago.lol


well i hesitated for a few mins before hitting the publish button, afraid that my goodfriends or readers will take offence of this entry but i just wanna let them know im not this SSS (Single Sourly Sarcastic) woman getting all cynical of people with real relationships. I know one day i might slap myself on the face looking at this entry, who knows i might meet someone tml morning, fall madly in love with, scream "love is the best thing on world" and speed home to delete this entry.

Well for now i just wanna say its not so bad to just be alone and start loving yourself,your life. y o u.


The hearts are singles. : )

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