Attended my sec class today.Not bad i got 4 new numbers in my phone book *pat myself on the back*

Dont know why i'm feeling kidda emo today.The digit 1 for my sales figure today contribute alittle.
I was telling a collegue that many times in your life, things just dont turn out the way you want, no matter how badly you wants them, it just go the oppsite direction.It sucked.Ppl who told themselves they had tried their best will move on with life, ppl who kept thinking they have not done enough, maybe there's something they shld have done...maybe there's something they shldnt have done...will continue to be miserable and seriously im not sure which category i falls into because i tend to have this bad habit of making room for regrets in my life, but yet when i were to replay everything again, i wont 'play' it differently, like what has happened for the past 2 weeks, my answers and actions to him wouldnt be more different.The same collegue told me she finds me very protective of myself.Im surprised but couldnt agree more.
Anyway can i say this? I think censorship is needed for what im gonna say esp to young kids or teens who's still having dreams and hopes for the big unknown.
It doesnt matter which two category you falls into from the above, the ending will still be the same,yes even if you've tried your best,it will still suck and somtimes you end up feeling like a big bloody fool,thats why me stop trying these days.lol see i told you it's 'disturbing' BUT! life must go on and it will go on.So now if you cant change what had happened, all you can do is look forward.


Dealing with those 'downtime' i will.....
1. Listen to sappy songs all day
2. Cry my eyes out
3. Blog my lungs out
4. Sleep till it gives me headache then go back to sleep again
5. Eat.Eat.Eat!
6. Make use of milo to kill time, finally giving the poor dog his well deserved attention.lol!
7. Wake up, dry the tears, knowing ive immersed myself to this feeling totally so now it's time to move on.Its kind of been there done with it attitude.Somthing i've learnt and remembers from the book Tuesday with Morrie

Quotes from one of my fav movie Before Sunset

Memories are wonderful things, if you don't have to deal with the past - Celine

Life's hard. It's supposed to be. If we didn't suffer, we'd never learn anything.
- Jesse

Celine:I guess when you're young, you just believe there'll be many people with whom you'll connect with. Later in life, you realize it only happens a few times.
Jesse: And you can screw it up, you know, misconnect.

I fall.. or fell, into both catagories in regards to a specific someone. I regretted her choice, and my response fo the longest time, and I wish I could go back and change the past. But, now I'm tryin' to do my best with her, trying to set things right.. 'cause we've only got one year to do it. That quote, by celine, says it all. I love it.
» Dilated on 2005-08-19 04:25:15

hi there.Must try yer best kay.Bring me the good news soon.
» GotMilk on 2005-08-21 04:17:49

we'll have down times once in a while...but good times will soon come! :o)
» epsych (165.21.154.113) on 2005-08-22 11:04:49

Other variant is possible also
Yes, really. I agree with told all above. cheap generic xanax Quickly you have answered... xanax sale I think, what is it good idea. green xanax bar It is remarkable, rather valuable answer cheap meridia What words... super, a brilliant idea xanax bars without prescription 457af9
» Wesley (81.180.66.34) on 2011-06-08 12:57:32

Perhaps, I shall agree with your opinion
I have forgotten to remind you. purchase valium On mine, it not the best variant buy generic xanax I can not with you will disagree. adderall dosage This valuable message buy ambien It is improbable. buy acomplia online 57af97c
» Julian (187.115.148.110) on 2011-07-08 11:07:58

Name.

URL.

[to enter your email, use "mailto:[email protected]"]
Subject.

Comment.

Word verification.

Copy the first 4 characters only.

If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.