If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?

im having a mental blockout.
i stared at my blog for the longest time and i dunnoe wat to write without sounding like shit.

have u ever felt this way?
i feel like an 'outsider'going through life on cruise control, feeling nothing.
Ive seen everyone made a pass and go, it doest matter whether you've fall,screw and got fucked both ways, it doesnt matter you know..you're moving ahead and getting your turn on the dice,while im freaking losing my turns or stuck in jail.i haven even built my fucking hotel::think monopoly::

why am i complaining?
i've got good frens a great family and a pentium 4 pc subscribed with monthly broadband internet access so why am i making this stupid post, again it doesnt matter, everyone in this world is single-serving.i have my fair share at times too.

many times u don't have to give an explanation to ur sudden emo outburst, why you don't feel like talking,or whether you end up sounding selfish at the end of this post::this is one of post which is not directed at anyone::

yes like everyone im afraid,that things won't work out the way i want for me.
but which is more scary?
You know what you want but things dont work out for you
or try....you don't know what you want to have anything to work out at all

thank god im blessed with the super power of self-recovery.i get pissed and a few hrs later im all dancing and jumping.in fact when im typing this im feeling much better.its this fast.read that..its super power.


I really dig the movie Fight Club .It has one of the best script i think.

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Tyler Durden : You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world.
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Narrator : When people think you're dying, they really, really listen to you, instead of just...
Marla Singer : - instead of just waiting for their turn to speak?
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Tyler Durden : Our fathers were our models for God. If our fathers bailed, what does that tell you about God?
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Tyler Durden : You have to consider the possibility that God does not like you. He never wanted you. In all probability, he hates you. This is not the worst thing that can happen.
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Narrator :I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every Panda that wouldn't screw to save its species. I wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all the French beaches I'd never see. I wanted to breathe smoke.
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Marla Singer : A condom is the glass slipper for our generation. You slip one on when you meet a stranger. You "dance" all night, and then you throw it away. The condom, I mean, not the stranger.

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