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To Him Friday. 8.13.04 3:45 pm Yesterday kj was telling me how small the blog world is.If someone is free enough to blog surf the whole afternoon away, it's not really hard to find a blog he wants. (im really curious hw kj's ex so-call fren came upoon mine) Then it hits me, the him i've been mentioning abt throughout my blog might stumble upoon this too.I don't like to mentioned names in my blog, esp of someone i've supposingly express so much angst for,its not like i've got anything to hide though, but i figured if he really did happen to read this, he'll be really pissed.. So this is directed to him, and in case you didnt realize im talking abt you. You're the mr anonymous him who's been making appearance in my entires and you also happens to be the one whos making me the way i am now.miserable.i hate it.my friends hates it too. You're the first guy who tells me you know how to love someone You're the one who gave me the most promises but fulfilled none You're the one who made me live thru all your lies and you're not even sorry about it You're the one bf i had who cant even remember my surname You're the one who ask me to have faith in you You're the only guy who can make me cry like there's no tml You're the fucker who make me wait 3 hours for you to turn up the day after our first breakup You're the one who made me waited 45mins for you in courts while you check the hifi and me standing around like an idiot You're the one who keep saying you'll change but you never, not even a tiny bit for me You're the first guy i brought home to my folks cuz im so proud of you You're that spastic does the cute imaginary drum-moves whenever u hear a rock song You're the only person i know who eats instant noodles like you pop mentos You're that stubborn cow who keep fagging despite my constant nagging You're that fussy king who fuss about the food you eat You're that crazy bf who smokes because you wanna die young You're that idiot who brings your phone with you into the loo to talk to me You're that stupid boy who keep trying to make me believe you're a man You're the bf i had who never bring me to the movies, not even once You're the one im willing to sacrifice shopping with so we can go out together You're the one whom i pass my month's ezlink money to so you can take cab home with your friends You're the one with a 3 min passion with whatever you does You're the one i plan to stick thru thick and thin with You're the one i want to be there for when you fall after ur '3min long passion' You're the one who keep saying you need freedom when i've already given you plenty You're the bf who thinks it's okay to recieve gifts from female friends You're the one who ask me to give you my trust after knowing i've been hurt by marcus You're the one who ask me to wait for you You're the one i cant let go no matter how hard i tried You're the one who made me go through hell and i still want to stay with you You're the one i hate You're the first person i fucking feel like killing, its like the way u want to kill dorothy You're the one i fucking love despite everything Maybe by the time you read this we'll be going seprate ways already. Im not afraid to let everyone know the fact that i fucking love you at this very moment, and if you ever want me back i will go back to you, but you know u cant, cuz you will never be willing to change for me.fuck it. Im not gonna be so fake and noble and say as long as you're happy i will be happy too.bullshit I'll tell you when i'll be happy.... I'll be happy if one day you come up to me and tell me you found someone who loves you more than i do. I'll be happy if one day i can go up to you and tell you 'i've finally find someone who deserve my love" I'm moving on.Goodbye natt 6 Comments.
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